I do nothing reverential or pious. Worship is a state of mind I never obtain. Love, admiration, respect, gratitude - I experience them all. But not worship, which generally adds a psychological state of inferiority, dependency and self-subordination to any positive aspects of devotion.
You've been misled. And you misuse words. According to you, I can't even think without it being worship, and whatever I think about most, I worship most. Your perceptions are alien to mine.you want to figure out what you worship?, then just take an inventory of what you think about most of the day, or most of the week, most of the month, and most of the year.
try it. THAT is what you worship. that is the object of your affection, your attention, the creed and objective to how you live you life. what motivates you to act and keep the relationships you keep. what value you place on it, what gets you upset, what do you look forward to daily, etc etc. That is what you worship, and that is you god. figure it out, try.
It that is all worship is to you - what you think about - then I don't think you actually worship, either.
They did a number on you. You seem hypnotized: "Resistance is futile. You will be assimilated."... and if there is no such thing or things, then you must admit your lie has no meaning and is meandering into the realm of irrelevance.
Are you also one of those people that calls beliefs like mine a religion, or who calls evidence based belief "faith"?
< crickets chirping >
Is there some reason you didn't want to answer this one, or did you just want to tell me about my meaningless, irrelevant, and mendacious self?
Let me help you, because your religion sure isn't: reach higher. You can be better than this. Instead of working exclusively on perfecting your walk with Christ, try thinking a little about how you can improve your walk with man.