This is very disheartening to read.You on earth as a loan from God, you no own nothing. You not own you own life.
There is a much more healthy ideology in the world called secular humanism:
"Humanism is a progressive philosophy of life that, without supernaturalism, affirms our ability and responsibility to lead ethical lives of personal fulfillment that aspire to the greater good of humanity. The lifestance of Humanismguided by reason, inspired by compassion, and informed by experienceencourages us to live life well and fully. It evolved through the ages and continues to develop through the efforts of thoughtful people who recognize that values and ideals, however carefully wrought, are subject to change as our knowledge and understandings advance."
Let me share a few of its affirmations by way of contrast to your philosophy (edited):
 We deplore efforts to denigrate human intelligence, explain the world in supernatural terms, and look outside nature for salvation.
 We attempt to transcend divisive parochial loyalties based on [prejudices] and strive to work together for the common good.
 We believe in the common moral decencies: altruism, integrity, honesty, truthfulness, responsibility. Humanist ethics is amenable to critical, rational guidance. Together we discover normative standards tested by their consequences.
 We are citizens of the universe and are excited by discoveries still to be made in the cosmos.
 We affirm humanism as a realistic alternative to theologies of despair and ideologies of violence and as a source of rich personal significance and genuine satisfaction in the service to others.
 We believe in optimism, hope, learning, truth, joy, tolerance, love, compassion, beauty, and reason rather than pessimism, despair, dogma, ignorance, guilt or sin, fear, hatred, selfishness, ugliness, and blind, irrational faith.
 We believe in the fullest realization of the best and noblest that we are capable of as human beings.
I think that we have a better idea - a better and healthier way of thinking. Whereas your philosophy is steeped in the failure of man, a horrible world, and a slave mentality, humanism focuses on the positive and constructive. Whereas your philosophy teaches you to withdraw from the world and view it with fear, suspicion and contempt, humanism seeks to make the people and world better