Why I Became A Skinhead

Pittsburgh, PA

#1 Oct 21, 2010
I wasn't always a racially conscious person. 20 years ago, I went to prison on a number of charges stemming from a drug problem I had that led to a violent confrontation when I was high.

I often partied with blacks and Mexicans. At the time, they seemed no different than normal white people.

I was put into a cell with a black man whom I got along well with at first. He would give me cigarettes and said he would watch out for me. He even got me some weed, which he and I smoked together.

One day out of nowhere, he asked me to repay him for the cigarettes and pot. He said that he had no money in his account and wanted to buy some potato chips. I was new and didn't have any money in my account to help him.

He said that I could pay him back by giving him a hand job. At first, I wanted to kill this black man, buy he had many friends, as he was in prison far longer than I. I decided that it was in my best interest to give him a hand job if I ever wanted to make it out of prison alive. I wanted to throw up the whole time I was rubbing his penis.

A week later, he approached me again. This time, he had maple syrup and jelly packets that he smuggled back from the cafeteria. He made me rub the syrup and jelly on his anus and lick him clean.

One thing led to another, and he began sodomizing me. He would ejaculate inside me, and eventually I became HIV+. He would massage my prostate with his fingers while masturbating me and he would make me have an orgasm. I felt ashamed, but he would say that it was proof that I enjoyed what he did to me.

I had a five year sentence, but three years in, more whites started showing up in prison because of crystal meth. They soon formed a branch of the Aryan Brotherhood. I joined by killing the man that raped me and gave me AIDS. The Brotherhood didn't know that I was anally raped by this HIV-infected black man. All they wanted to know was whether or not I would kill a black man for the cause, so I did.

Once I joined the Brotherhood, I had protection for the rest of my sentence. I was able to learn a trade. I am now a carpenter and a proud white man.


Pittsburgh, PA

#2 Oct 21, 2010
I must admit, that I used rape as a weapon while I was with the Brotherhood.

We would prey upon pedophiles because they had no allies among the prison population. There was a guy named Gary doing what amounted to a life sentence for molesting little boys. He would perform fellatio on the boys, but sometime he would bite them and one boy sought medical treatment, which led to Gary's arrest and conviction for multiple counts of child rape.

I had a job sweeping floors for a while in prison. When I was sweeping out the protective custody cell block where all the pedophiles and snitches are, I seized the opportunity to attack Gary. He was stunned at the first hit. The next few shots to the face took him down, then I began to aim my punches more carefully so as to knock all of his front teeth out.

I pounded Gary's grill until I could see that his teeth were bashed down his throat. His mouth looked like a black, bloody hole.

The thing now is to hang back and let the victim heal. No one in the Aryan Brotherhood went near the punk for about a month. By then his gums had healed well enough that we could force him to give us the best blow jobs you can imagine. We would have him clamp down on our glans with his gums and have the most intense orgasms. I used to imagine I was inside a woman when I was in Gary's toothless mouth. I ejaculated in his mouth over and over and made him swallow it so he would catch the HIV virus.

The last I heard he had a brain tumor and dropped to about 95 pounds.

Pittsburgh, PA

#4 Oct 21, 2010
I'm telling the truth. I'm trying to come clean before I die. I'm sorry you think I'm making this up.

14/88, brother.

Sherwood Park, Canada

#5 Oct 21, 2010
ProudAryanWarrio r

Pittsburgh, PA

#6 Oct 21, 2010
Wolf wrote:
A lot of us aren't 'in the world'- we're behind bars where there is a race war going on and hundreds of black men that want to rape us. You have to choose sides sometimes.

Santa Clara, CA

#7 Oct 22, 2010
Whats yur sign skin head?
Mike from picture


#8 Oct 22, 2010
You became a skinhead due to the fact skinheads are for want of a better word, bent.


#9 Oct 22, 2010
becuase you (pointing finger), you GAY!!!

Pittsburgh, PA

#10 Oct 22, 2010
TamTa wrote:
becuase you (pointing finger), you GAY!!!
The sex I had in prison wasn't really sex - it was rape. Rape is about power.

Example: a young skinny Latino kid just a little over 18 years-old got sent up due to some gang-related charges. The Brotherhood at the time had a beef with a Mexican gang in prison, so the kid became a tool or a weapon in that struggle. The Mexicans saw him as either an ally or a new punk to turn out and sell for a pack of cigarettes.

The Aryan Brotherhood saw him as a means to show the Mexicans who was boss. In prison, it can start a riot when a white rapes a Mexican or a black. These groups can rape whites that don't have protection or their own people with impunity.

The Latino kid eventually landed a janitor job, and two of us got him when he came in to mop our cell. We had him on all fours with his buttocks raised in the air. One Skinhead had anal sex with him while he performed fellatio on the other. We smoked cigarettes and laughed as we burned him with the cigarettes to make him buck and squirm. We urinated on him and made him mop up the mess.

He was no good to the Mexicans after he was turned out and he became a marked man for other predators for not killing us as soon as we grabbed him. He was sold two or three times before he finally used a piece of sharp metal to slash his wrists after lights out. He bled to death under the covers.

Since: Oct 10

Bradford, Canada

#11 Oct 23, 2010
Wow......... I never wana go to jail.

Pittsburgh, PA

#12 Oct 23, 2010
IntriguedBeing wrote:
Wow......... I never wana go to jail.
You sure don't. Sometimes it's a de facto death sentence. You get caught up in all the racism and male rape either way.

“Hate doesn't Help”

Since: Oct 10

Location hidden

#13 Oct 23, 2010
I can see how all this can mess you up. Sadly there are bad people of ALL races. Scumbags of all skin color. I guess some people don't know what else to do but band with others like themselves to get power. That's why there are gangs,bullys etc.. I just hope at some point you guys can step outside yourself and realize what a energy drainer hate can be. It only leads to violence and loss from all sides..Good luck and god bless!

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