i'm to blame

Aiken, SC

#1 May 17, 2014
I took off one night at 7pm in the woods to kill my self my son search the area for 3 hours and family was going to call the police when I appeared at the back door Lost for 3 hours in the dark moonlight upsetting my whole family causing the son that searched the area for 3 hours to get into trouble for having 4 beers and driving home to where he lived with us old husband and evil me a monster mother with a terrible temper and anxiety attacks Funny the dentists give me valium for dental work.. 2 days later coming from other sons home he had 2 cans of empty beers that he drank in the afternoon and left them in his car while helping the other son paint. it was my fault my son for what happened, son is a sweet man that drove us down to this shit hole that I hate because I cannot get the help I need from dr's around here. there are no drs taking new elderly Medicaid old bitches like me. I came from MA where I was giving valium for my anxiety episodes For 50 years on and off I am 76 so naturally my family was concerned when I ran off/ and could not find me. I came here because my other son and family arranged it my son that drove us down gave up a job he was a mental health counselor in MA where the health care is Romney care. Now because of a little swerve trying to fasten his seat belt while driving HOME on a deserted rd he was stopped.If he ends up losing his license. he has a MA one he will be stuck with out a job trapped in a nut house with me NO FAIR IT WAS MY FUKING FAULT he was disturbed that I was dead and it tormented him for a couple of days. traumatizes by searching the woods for his demented mother. IT was my fault he has no record of doing any thing wrong in his 50 years, only good things he does for people like loaning a friend 28 thousand driving us down to this republican state I want to go HOME I do not belong here even though I have a brand new home 1300 sq ft and a minute from other son and grand kids that arranged the move because they love me ME I HATE MY FIN GUTS and with that feeling I am a mental case I am old and hide in the housebecause I am old and ugly. and that's my problem Leave my son alone He is a saint compared to most people .I hope the judge can see that and let him not lose his license look up his data base from Greenfield MA NO RECORD. of driving drunk MY FAULT I ruined his life and my husband I am a worthless peace of shi .

Aiken, SC

#2 May 17, 2014
house is 2300 sq ft not 1300 that's why he lives with us until he can get a job. He sacrifice his job and everything else to drive us here .Please don't ruin his life because of me and my mental state of fer of old age and anxiety no drs here for help. I need help I need help.

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#3 May 18, 2014
And your point is????

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