sexual abuse by pastor

[Hello]

Let me tell you something roberta, Iam sorry one that you don't know how to spell and the other is this ain't my dad. You are writing this. So you have a problem with me because I don't associate myself with sexual abusers. Sorry, I don't lie.
Plus morris admitted to my father that he did touch me inapproriatley. The truth hurts doesn't it. Iam sorry that is your brother in law. I pray for him everyday. I have forgiving him. And I don't hate him. He was a sick man. Iam not here to judge him other people will. Iam not ashame of what he did because I was the victim not the accuser. Iam sorry once again. As far as protecting me. Not you did not. My father was a sperm donor pretty much. He did not protect me at all.. Iam sorry I have never molested or sexually abused anyone in my 47 years of life. Sorry once again. I also don't appriciate the threats. About Roooooggggeeeerrrr. Whoopie. He don't scare me.
Don't theaten me with this.
Iam sorry. You all ain't nothing to me. You all
care about your brother in law that is sick. Sorry.
As far as Morris is concern. He is the one that needs to ask for forgiveness. You guys make him sound so guilty it is unreal. Now I guess I have nothing else to say.

[anonymous]

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blessed assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

[the mother]

Your Dad did write that letter to you. why if you are so content with life, did you say you were SORRY ... eight times Cindy? lots of guilt there I'd say. You dad just said he did not say morris did anything to you. so don't tell lies any more....you have told enough.

[Hello]

the mother wrote:

Your Dad did write that letter to you. why if you are so content with life, did you say you were SORRY ... eight times Cindy? lots of guilt there I'd say. You dad just said he did not say morris did anything to you. so don't tell lies any more....you have told enough.

Iam not going to argue with anybody. I know the truth and yes I can't help that he has problems remembering but our last conversation he did tell me that. So I will not bother you any more with the truth. No lies on this ends. I feel sorry for you and pray for you. That christ will open your eyes. But that is all I can do. Love in Christ have a nice life.

[cre]

Have you all thought about gathering in a padded room with a Shrink?

Have you looked at what or who started this problem?

[the mother]

cre wrote:

Have you all thought about gathering in a padded room with a Shrink?
Have you looked at what or who started this problem?

Sure have! to the first question...
BOB! to the second...
& A lawyer to fix it!

[cre]

doesn't look like that worked for you.

[the mother]

cre wrote:

doesn't look like that worked for you.

I didn't say I did all that.I said, what would.It's not over till the fat lady sings...

[Lou]

I hesitate to even say anymore, but there is something here that being grossly overlooked.

It seems as if there are at least three individuals here that have experienced sexual abuse by Morris Conklin. Why doesn't he just speak up?

This warfare did not start with Lou or Cindy or Cre. It did not start with Counselors or Lawyers.

It started many years ago with a full grown man taking advantage of the innocence of children. A full grown man in leadership in the church using his power to dirty the soul of a small young girl.

I didn't turn him in to start a war. I turned him in to possibly stop further abuse. I have no reason to ruin an innocent man's life. I hardly know Morris. But, I know what he did to me, as does he know. More importantly, God knows.

More than anything I have longed for this family to come together and protect and care for each other. Instead there is rage and hate. All because of the dysfunction in protecting a guilty sinner.

Roberta, I encourage you to go back and read and reread everything you have written. Does it sound like a loving-God fearing mother, grandmother, great grandmother? Your daughter was molested. Your anger should not be at her for telling the truth. It should be at the sin.

I would like to think there is some hope for this family, but my heart says probably not. That is sad and all because of what?

I had every right and actually a responsibility to protect my children and grandchildren to do what I did. They thank me and encourage me that what I did could possibly save their kids from sexual abusers.

Please stop and look at what is really going on! And this I beg of you...quit throwing God's name around like a dirty rag. He deserves or utmost respect and honor. Heaven and Hell are real. Do you really desire someone to be seen in hell? Is God really speaking through any of this? And if so, what part?

Lou

[the mother]

Lou wrote:

I hesitate to even say anymore, but there is something here that being grossly overlooked.
It seems as if there are at least three individuals here that have experienced sexual abuse by Morris Conklin. Why doesn't he just speak up?
This warfare did not start with Lou or Cindy or Cre. It did not start with Counselors or Lawyers.
It started many years ago with a full grown man taking advantage of the innocence of children. A full grown man in leadership in the church using his power to dirty the soul of a small young girl.
I didn't turn him in to start a war. I turned him in to possibly stop further abuse. I have no reason to ruin an innocent man's life. I hardly know Morris. But, I know what he did to me, as does he know. More importantly, God knows.
More than anything I have longed for this family to come together and protect and care for each other. Instead there is rage and hate. All because of the dysfunction in protecting a guilty sinner.
Roberta, I encourage you to go back and read and reread everything you have written. Does it sound like a loving-God fearing mother, grandmother, great grandmother? Your daughter was molested. Your anger should not be at her for telling the truth. It should be at the sin.
I would like to think there is some hope for this family, but my heart says probably not. That is sad and all because of what?
I had every right and actually a responsibility to protect my children and grandchildren to do what I did. They thank me and encourage me that what I did could possibly save their kids from sexual abusers.
Please stop and look at what is really going on! And this I beg of you...quit throwing God's name around like a dirty rag. He deserves or utmost respect and honor. Heaven and Hell are real. Do you really desire someone to be seen in hell? Is God really speaking through any of this? And if so, what part?
Lou

Until the day you are willing to sit face to face as I asked you from 'day one' a long time ago, there will never be a resolve Lou. You have always had the last word, the last say, and the last demands. I am not one you can control. However; I do realize you are able to get even when you can't control. And that you are doing with all your might and soul. You have been willing to sell your soul down the river with any and all lies and to take anyone who will go down that river with you. I feel bad for that. I can't control that.E-mail me if you ever change your mind. Otherwise, there's no more I can do to please you.

[Lou]

I'm wondering to myself if I just cast perils before swine or if I am like the dog that returned to its vomit?

Either way...not good, but a learning experience.

[the mother]

Lou wrote:

I'm wondering to myself if I just cast perils before swine or if I am like the dog that returned to its vomit?
Either way...not good, but a learning experience.

That's all I needed. I would never imagine a 'Christian, let alone a 'daughter' to ever say something like that to anyone....anyone. The Jesus I serve, wouldn't. Ever.!I'm done Lou

[the mother]

the mother wrote:

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That's all I needed. I would never imagine a 'Christian, let alone a 'daughter' to ever say something like that to anyone....anyone. The Jesus I serve, wouldn't. Ever.!I'm done Lou

also: May God have mercy on your soul...you will need it ..

[Aunt LaVonne]

Dear Lou and whoever; i have read these blogs that are on line and i know it is not pleasing to the Lord. He that repeateth a matter is not pleasing to the Lord. I remember back when you were younger, you were close to the Lord. Now you are filled with haitred. ecxuse my spelling- and unable to let it go. I will say this; Sarah was in that tent and seen NOTHING HAPPEN and what about all the other cousins? They never seen anything either.. She loves the Lord, with all her heart and wants no more to do with the matter. ARe you enjoying going on and on and on about it? At one time you visited Morris and said you were sorry you accused him for anything. You said" i forgive you " I was there and heard you say that. Reawd your Bible , study the scripture on the matter of forgiveness and vengence. The Lord said vengence is mone sayeith the Lord. You are only hurting yourself by carrying this on and on. You have no peace and will not allow anyone else to live in peace. God is our judge-there is no other. You have grown to hate your mother. Read about vengence. There is no peace in your heart as long as you carry this with you. You have also turned your children agains their grandmother for something she did not do! please ask God to heal your mind before it is too late. Leave Jackie and Morris alone. They are serving the Lord with all their heart, minds and souls in ministry for HIm. I love you Louella and I pray for you always to be delivered of this mental problem you have. I used to be so jelous of you and your mom. You were so close and she took such perfect care of you. Dressed you so nice and you were like 2 peas in a pod. She even passed those beautiful dresses on down to SArah. I urge you to let God and Let go, so you can experience His wonderful peace and love in your heart before it is too late. Please read what God's word says about love , peace and forgiveness and joy in the Lord. Your aunt lavonne..

[Whos who]

Good for you LaVonne, it's about time someone else speaks out. Not sure it does any good...

[cre]

Definately abuse in this family! A shrink would love analyzing this crap! the mental problems belong to the mother, the dad, and the aunt, oh, and let's not forget the real problem here, Morris Conklin! I'm thankful I don't belong in your family! happy thanksgiving!

[beleiver in prayer]

lou wrote:

The sexual abuse of children is the devil's most wicked work
The Catholic Church is not the only place where the sexual abuse of innocent children has robbed them of hope and life within the spiritual realm. It is happening every day, in every place, in every way and it is directed by Lucifer himself, as he leads weak men and women with perverse and lustful desires to complete their self love through the rape of children.
It is not about sex to the victimized child. It is about the "secret" that must be kept to prevent others from learning the dirtiness that has been done. The child believes it is his fault and probably deserved, yet becomes sickened by the acts of nastiness that is forced upon his body. A circle of self blame begins, and a confusion of identity quickly follows. Soon an abused child feels unworthy of life, and unworthy of God.
When the sexually abused children grow to adulthood, the secret grows with them. It cripples them with feelings of unworthiness and dirtiness, and life choices are made based on wicked secrets of horror. One slip of the tongue, one accident of emotion, one thought of speaking of the act, constantly plays within the mind of the victim, and prevents them from working through their innocence and the violator's guilt.
Family and friends add to the victim's pain, as lies are spread to cover the tracks of the abuser. Words of disbelief are spoken, and charges of lies and maliciousness brought against the victim, as the abuser walks away without blame.
Here's the irony of the devil's most wicked works...The perverted and dirty sexual abuser can receive salvation through the blood of Jesus Christ if he repents of his past actions. His sins will be forgiven, and he will live forever, as a result of his faith.
The sexually abused child victims are made unworthy and dirty, and unable physically or spiritually to accept that they have a right to survive and choose a life they want. To think that they even have a right to approach the cross of Jesus Christ is taken away from them the moment they are raped by the devil himself.
And that's why I'm writing this today. If you are a Christian that once was guilty of sexually abusing children, and you have repented of your sins, and have faith in the forgiveness of these sins through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, then you will be saved. His sacrifice was made for you, just as it was made for all faithful believers in Him.
That's all you have to do is believe. But what greater act of love, in the name of Jesus Christ, could you give, than to go to the victim, and take the blame for the deviant and perverse acts you forced upon them, to finally release them from the blame and the shame of an act that was never their fault. What wonderful testimony could you offer, what leading toward Him could you bring to the bruised soul who feels unworthy of attention of God by just taking responsibility for the "secrets" of the past.
Release your victims from the hell you placed them. Correct the lies against their character,and tell your family and friends the truth. Restore the good name and the innocence of the victim to everyone that you lied about to cover your shame.
I know it's gonna be tough for you. But how much worse will it be, when you are saved and resurrected after your earthly death, to a place of peace and joy in Heaven, and you realize that your victim did not make it, because your wicked acts prevented him from feeling worthy of walking toward God?
How can your Heaven cover your shame in forcing an innocent child to Hell?
copied from David "Bucker" Becker

Prayer does change things when we put all our trust in God. It can move mountains if you beleive. This is the day God has answered our prayer. Now we will continue to prayer for all to be healed and restored fully to His grace.

[beleiver in prayer]

Romans 8:28
Hebrews 13:8
Amen!

[to roberta lamb]

answered prayer???

the secret is out?

Morris conklin confessed his crimes of molesting young children?

you have confessed the truth and admit your belief that he did these things to your daughters?

beleiver in prayer wrote:

Romans 8:28
Hebrews 13:8
Amen!

[ROGER LAMB]

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