Why does negative energy seem to have a more powerful and direct effect than positive? Has any one else noticed this? If so, how?
I cant all the times I've tried to direct positive energy or magic in my life, with little or no success, but when ever I get consumed by anger or hate, this type energy seems to actually work.
There was I time I felt extreme anger and hatred in my life toward people I shall not name. In my anger I decided that I would curse these people.
So I drew in my sketch book, a construct. It was not more than the shape of a diamond,(not the jewel) with jutting branch like arms, all bathed in the colour black. I closed my eyes and began to blow air over the drawing. Trying to imbue it with my energy, while doing so I tried to put has much energy of hate in it as I could possible raise. To set it on its task and find a way to sact revenge on those who I hated. I wasnt really specific on what I wanted or how wanted revenge to be carried out, I just wanted the people who humiliated me to suffer as I did.
Nothing happened until a few days later. I was quietly walking in the kitchen, when I notice an after image in my eye. It was only for a brief second, so I thought nothing of it. As I turned to leave the kitchen, my business done, something strange happened. A lone drawer had completely opened on its own. I had just stood there as I saw it with my own eyes open!
At first I thought it was a trick, and that someone had left the drawer partially open and it just slid out, or perhaps someone was behind me and wanted to prank me, but as I looked around no else was there. Then I remember the kitchen was not slanted so how could it have possible opened! I close it.
Needless to say, that very day I went to summon the construct back and disperse it energy into the ground.
Another example of negative energy being more direct.
During Holocaust millions of people were killed at the had of the Nazi party: Jews, Russians, Gypsies, homosexuals, the mentally handicapped, the physically handicapped.
The hatred from the Nazi party manifested into the actions of murder and genocide.
What happened to all the positive energy put forth during prayer trying to escape? Didnt those people want to live to see happy days? Some were caught and executed, others die in prison camps, and very few escaped.
It seems as though the combine good of many is no match for the hatred of a few.