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#1 May 16, 2008
I am so sick and tired of being a lucky man. I hate being out of the crowd. While all the other college kids are out there having fun, I am stuck with my parents, the things I love, and what my peers would call unusual hobbies (like classical music and the Bible). Worst of all, I recently met a g/f from South America who really cherishes me and now I have a direction in my life. For the first month of being together, we saw each other nearly every day. We actually watched EWTN's daily mass, said prayers, and surrounded ourselves with positive things. Whenever things were bad for me, God would give blessings like high grades on tests and worse, afternoons with my girlfriend going to the park for fresh air. The cherry on top (in all due honesty) is visiting churches, admiring their architectured, fantasizing making out to the bloddy pipe organ (which she actually thought was sweet). Speaking of keyboard instruments, I remember back in the previous fall (first met) telling about electronic organs. I will never know why people like me love crap like that. As much as honestly was brainwashed by the pipe ones, I hate electric ones by combining the pipe sound with an annoying combination of circuitry. I now what to drop out of school, beat the crap out of my girlfriend, and get a job without my Liberal Arts degree. I just want to know: why did my other siblings of my family never have friends that were religious and why does God always bless me with things?

“The Great Druid”

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#2 May 16, 2008
I like to think that the last thing that passed through his mind, other then that bullet, was how a con like (cant remember his name) got the best of him.

“The Great Druid”

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#3 May 16, 2008
The Shawshank Redemption (1994)- Tops on any list.
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#4 May 16, 2008
Taranis wrote:
I like to think that the last thing that passed through his mind, other then that bullet, was how a con like (cant remember his name) got the best of him.
If you're wondering why I am like this, it's because my post high school life has been filled with nothing but focus on studies, finding a nice job with a lot of money, and building my spirituality. I did not expect any of this outside of high school and thus you have a depressed, hopeless person like me. I did not my life was going to be like this. And everyone says: it's beautiful that you are making this decision to accept Jesus into your life. Good or bad, I hate it and I wish my post high school life is different.

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#5 May 16, 2008
"How I Get Rid of God"

You cant.

“The Great Druid”

Since: Feb 08

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#6 May 16, 2008
Time to Go wrote:
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If you're wondering why I am like this, it's because my post high school life has been filled with nothing but focus on studies, finding a nice job with a lot of money, and building my spirituality. I did not expect any of this outside of high school and thus you have a depressed, hopeless person like me. I did not my life was going to be like this. And everyone says: it's beautiful that you are making this decision to accept Jesus into your life. Good or bad, I hate it and I wish my post high school life is different.
No, I am not wondering, just when I read your topic that quote from the Shawshank Redemption came to mind.
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#7 May 16, 2008
Kerdy 1 wrote:
"How I Get Rid of God"
You cant.
And that's the big problem. All of this blessing and saying it's okay to be myself when there are better people I can be. I hate being super smart. I hate being a Liberal Arts student. I hate my girlfriend who is trying to get me love God and accept Jesus and she's from a highly religious Latin race. I hate Latinas a lot because of their religious beliefs, their ways of defending themselves, and all of this prayer s___ they must pull each day. My question should be, how I get God to hate me? I have tried everything.

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#8 May 16, 2008
Now if you actually want to discuss something thats different.

I myself have always sought the kingdom of Heaven first and knew that all things would be added to this.

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#9 May 16, 2008
Time to Go wrote:
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And that's the big problem. All of this blessing and saying it's okay to be myself when there are better people I can be. I hate being super smart. I hate being a Liberal Arts student. I hate my girlfriend who is trying to get me love God and accept Jesus and she's from a highly religious Latin race. I hate Latinas a lot because of their religious beliefs, their ways of defending themselves, and all of this prayer s___ they must pull each day. My question should be, how I get God to hate me? I have tried everything.
Same answer....

You cant.
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#10 May 16, 2008
Taranis wrote:
Now if you actually want to discuss something thats different.
I myself have always sought the kingdom of Heaven first and knew that all things would be added to this.
I would love to. I don't want to commit suicide. I just want to live my life without the influence and love of God and Jesus once and for all. I want to know how I can trun my back on God.

“Jesus forgives..... ”

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#11 May 16, 2008
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I would love to. I don't want to commit suicide. I just want to live my life without the influence and love of God and Jesus once and for all. I want to know how I can trun my back on God.
Very easy. You must not remember the spelling G-O-D in your mind. Don't ever think about G-O-D. Don't associate yourself with those souls who only know how to spell G-O-D only. Close your eyes whenever you pass the churches, mosques, temples etc anything religious. Forget your latin girlfriend though so beautiful she is. She is just like an evil who entices you to spell G-O-D. By following these advice, peace be with you and it will be really time to go away from God.
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#12 May 16, 2008
Divine Alien wrote:
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Very easy. You must not remember the spelling G-O-D in your mind. Don't ever think about G-O-D. Don't associate yourself with those souls who only know how to spell G-O-D only. Close your eyes whenever you pass the churches, mosques, temples etc anything religious. Forget your latin girlfriend though so beautiful she is. She is just like an evil who entices you to spell G-O-D. By following these advice, peace be with you and it will be really time to go away from God.
Thank you so much. A real friend you are. I guess I could do that. It hurts me a lot to do this but if I want to live life differently other than with her influence, I will just forget. Simple solution but I will have to learn how to forget. Just like drugs, an addiction is my problem to her. It's going to take a lot of work to stop but I am going to do it.

“Jesus forgives..... ”

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#13 May 17, 2008
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Thank you so much. A real friend you are. I guess I could do that. It hurts me a lot to do this but if I want to live life differently other than with her influence, I will just forget. Simple solution but I will have to learn how to forget. Just like drugs, an addiction is my problem to her. It's going to take a lot of work to stop but I am going to do it.
Mind's the gap. It will make you addicted if you ever stepped into it.

“Atheist and Proud !”

Since: Nov 07

Ontario,Canada

#14 May 17, 2008
Hello

Kerdy..
Kerdy 1 wrote:
"How I Get Rid of God"
You cant.
Sure you can...

You do it the same way "god" came into your life.

All you need to do is denounce your belief in "god" and merely stop believing the nonsense...

Lots of people do it every day...

I haven't done it because I never believed in fairy tales in the first place...

Atheist

Since: Jan 08

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#15 May 17, 2008
Atheist wrote:
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Kerdy..
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Sure you can...
No, you cant. You can pretend He isnt there, but He is regardless.

“In the rustling of the leaves”

Since: Dec 07

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#16 May 17, 2008
Time to Go wrote:
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Thank you so much. A real friend you are. I guess I could do that. It hurts me a lot to do this but if I want to live life differently other than with her influence, I will just forget. Simple solution but I will have to learn how to forget. Just like drugs, an addiction is my problem to her. It's going to take a lot of work to stop but I am going to do it.
This isn't about God or Jesus or religion or forgetting. It's about giving yourself permission to be true to yourself. You are making the wrong choices. You choose to conform to the demands of others over your own best interests. You mistakenly think the acceptance of others is more important than being who you are. But this isn't true acceptance. By pretending to be who they want you to be is to dishonor your self. It's only pretend acceptance. True. The people in your life now will probably fall away. But they will be replaced by people truely in tune with you. Who you are is all you have, really. Everything in life proceeds from there. It's simple. Be yourself. Be your best self. You will never have to wonder again what is expected from you from those around you. Others will already be getting it... the truth of yourself. You'll find yourself living the life you were meant to have, surrounded by people who appreciate you for who you are. You're a good person. You already know you are not satisfied with untruthful relationships. You're fine as you are. Anybody who wants you to be something you're not isn't worth your time.

“You don't have legs, Lt. Dan!”

Since: Apr 08

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#17 May 17, 2008
Time to Go:

I'm not sure....for someone who has a rather adept way of thinking philosophically, and being able to 3-dimensionally wrap your mind around a concept, you have a taken a surprisingly simple problem ('How can I get rid of my girlfriend','How can I get rid of God) and made it very, very complicated.

“I'll think about it.”

Since: Nov 07

central Florida

#18 May 17, 2008
You aren't really addicted to this woman.
You are addicted to the WAY SHE MAKES YOU FEEL.
It's not about her at all.
You will always be addicted to this feeling unless you find the reason for your addictive behavior.
Get some professional (not church) counseling.

As for giving up *god*...I think you can work that one out once you have dealt with the g/f issue.

“Jesus forgives..... ”

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#19 May 18, 2008
Atheist wrote:
Hello
Kerdy..
<quoted text>
Sure you can...
You do it the same way "god" came into your life.
All you need to do is denounce your belief in "god" and merely stop believing the nonsense...
Lots of people do it every day...
I haven't done it because I never believed in fairy tales in the first place...
Atheist
Nope, I think you have done it long time ago. Now, no God rules your soul and that's easy for you today.

“Atheist and Proud !”

Since: Nov 07

Ontario,Canada

#20 May 18, 2008
Hello

Kerdy..

"No, you cant. You can pretend He isnt there, but He is regardless."

But there is Nothing there..

The bible is a bunch of made up stories and rituals stolen from other religions,, so automatically it is nullified as pointless..

That Nullifies Christianity itself...

How can you follow a book where the main content of it is man made and taken from other religions ??
The bible is made up, and not the word of "god"..
You Blindly refuse to believe that even after it has been shown to you countless times...

DA..

"Nope, I think you have done it long time ago. Now, no God rules your soul and that's easy for you today."

You are correct,, I live by a "No God" way of thinking..

If you want to continue livingin your fantasy land,, Absolutely,,feel free,, but don't tell me I have to live by the same thought process and Book of Fiction you do..

Atheist

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