You just answered it for yourself: "when one believes as I do..."<quoted text>
I have a hard time understanding what you say after you agree with me. I just think you're claiming that you find it more likely there is no creator or any form of God. As posted earlier, I do believe we both know ourselves and we could both be right, we have our own existence. When one believes as I do, the spreading of Atheism makes no sense.
Well, your personal, subjective experiences of reality are not "normal and natural" for everyone. Only (certain kinds of) Christians share your experiences. I don't.
I'm an atheist. I have very different experiences than you do. My reality is not a created one.