It only matters if you care. Do you care?<quoted text>
You are wandering off track, there.
I still have guns I bought from the widow of a guy that left his brains all over his office walls that she had to clean up. That was because he couldn't see any escape from the debts and life he had created in his head. But he had the will to do it.
It is not all fight or flight. This exercise of will is done all the time. Conquering the body as in heavy exercise to political ambition.
If you do, stop talking about your NDE or OBE and start getting on with your life.