Thanks, but I'm very happy with life as I find it. That's the secret, right - being content?<quoted text>
You need to chill, dude.
Put that on repeat, crank up a doobie, sit on the floor leaning against the wall, and just drift off. Become part of the universe. Drop the feeling responsible for what you have no control over, and the attendant angst. Let the doob and the music repair the damage it did to you so long ago when life was so much more confusing. You're on the downhill slide now, no going back. Quit playing like you are having fun, and settle that anguished soul.
And why wouldn't I be? I have an evening of art followed by a sunset dinner on the lake with Mrs. Aint just minutes ahead, and all on foot. Wouldn't I be ungrateful to be dissatisfied with that?
I hope you have a good time, too.