Meant to add this but in my excitement at being alive, forgot to :)<quoted text>
"Almost died" is not dead. We know why they see what they think they see, we have explained it. You ignore the facts simply because you hate your life so much you think you deserve another chance, or more of it. If you'd stop wasting time planning for something you "hope" exists and start living your life, you'd have a more fulfilling life.
***The book is full of people who have had near death experiences,(both positive and negative). Skeptics dismiss these near death experiences as the result of a oxygen-depraved mind, while Theologians think that often these people are seeing none other than Satan himself...(pg 47).
http://www.emjc3.com/helland.htm ***(same link as the other NDE's)
Obviously, I am not a skeptic, and obviously, you are!!