You rely way to heavily on these made up (lies) emotional claims of yours. Get help get on your medication and maybe even check yourself back into the mental ward. No really you should because we are watching you melt down.
<quoted text>Absolutely disagree with you ~ to try not to work out what is meant from the Cryptic words of the Bible into what is happening to day is not worshiping forever as you think of it.
It is research and comprehension and seeking that which we want to find. My life has been absolutely filled with amazing things and yet my life should have been miserable. I have written on a book on why my life should have been miserable, but have proved why it wasn't miserable but GOD enhanced.
You judge me as a fool, and yet from a child of 8 I was helping an old lady who was in her 80's, and in return, I was given a Shetland Pony, Fury, and I have many tales to tell about that horse.
She died sitting in the ward of emergency at the hospital, of a massive heart attack. I was heart broken, and can still feel the pain of thinking of 'Nan' dying in her wheel chair, maybe alone.
Nearly 50 years later, my Mother unexpectedly died in my arms in the emergency room of a hospital, of a massive heart attack. That was June 9th this year and why I went to Peterborough to visit the graves of my loved ones.
I was ridiculed for caring for a Sister who had been burned to death ~ and jokes were told and laughed about her rotting in the ground.
I love GOD ~ and JESUS and the ANGELS, and thank GOD continually that I am not like those who can joke about 2.5 year old girls being burned to death by boys playing with matches.
However, I have a dried rose that I received when I went to see Anthony, our equivalent to John Edwards, and received messages from my Sister that were also proven, because I had not known what he told me, but it was proved by my Mother later on the phone.
I was also told that her short life was a sacrifice, and that she did it to be further Spiritually enhanced in her next life; a life you don't believe in.
I seek that knowledge and find it; you deny it and lose it!! And you have lost it, because everyone has it!!