Welcome to the land of the enlightened, amigo.Just thought I'd write a short ex-C testimony to those who may be interested. I was a christian for several years, not sure exactly why it happened. I guess it was largely wishful thinking, and having indoctrination at childhood. Over time more and more doubts crept in as I realised my beliefs were not based on reality. A year ago I started to deconvert and now am no longer a christian. I eventually realised that my preivously christian beliefs were without justification, any rational justification, and were not supported by good evidence. I think the theists here cling onto their beliefs for emotional factors and because they have so much invested in them. They may fear the punishment of the god monster, they may believe in a loving Jesus cuddling lambs. But without reason and without good evidence, even intelligent people can belief weird and delusional things. Viva reason!!!
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