I used to be an arrogant and obnoxious Creationist like you, but then I realised that we are all liars who have no evidence of god.<quoted text>
You carved out an illusory very tiny spot in a vastness and complexity you can't concieve of, and which can come crashing down literally at any moment. You live in a very artificial environment. A house of cards waiting for a breeze.
You need some educating.
Try asking yourself some hard questions and you'll see your stupidity quickly.