Otherwise you need some croutons with that word salad.
someone else also said "The world is full of schizophrenics who god talks to on a regular basis."
The overwhelming majority of mankind throughout history believe in God. So by scientific and psychological definition---YOU ARE NOT ONLY GROSSLY ABNORMAL BUT DELUSIONAL--as you cannot comprehend what everyone else does.
You see, this is the problem with the severe dysfunction of the atheist mind. They have become detached from reality and by denying what is plain to everyone they're minds are distorted beyond recognition. This is why they are so hostile, trying to confirm their own pathological bias daily on the internet. They MUST do this because God churns up the truth in them every day-- planting that little seed of truth that destroys the prior days confirmation bias that allowed them sleep last night.
They will believe in the craziest things like "we have no freewill" which deny their very opinions and scifi, dungeons and dragons dribble like multiverses--that the world just self assembled consciousness. Ludicrous desperation all the live long day, swearing we're the ones who are irrational. Its milk coming out your nose type stupidity yet the OJ Simpson jury see's what it must to avoid the truth. On the first stage of grief is where you stand in the mud of your own filthy world view.
I feel so sorry for them as they are willingly standing in the line for hell and enjoy being there. Unless they turn they will come to nothing, standing before a God who loved them and reached out his hand to them as they spit in His face. They have revealed themselves fully...they are not moved by Christ's message of love and spend every waking minute ridiculing Him and those who love him back.
We are put here with the sole reason to reveal how we will respond to this message of Christ and you have shown that it cannot penetrate your cold dead heart.