Fact:Atheism: Lack of belief in gods.Facts: Atheist consist of 2.3% of the world population
Fact: Atheist Definition:
: one who believes that there is no deity
Fact: Most Atheist leave the faith
Fact: The United States was not founded on atheism.
Fact: Atheism is a Religion
Fact: science is corrupt
Fact: Faith: Most of us were indoctrinated into silliness. We became resilient. We grew up.
Fact: U.S.: Not founded on atheism (lack of belief) but not founded on Christianity. See Treaty of Tripoli. Freedom of and from religion.
Fact: Atheism is a religion? I'm a rational skeptic. So atheists have a set of norms, rituals, a code of behavior, feast days, holy books, priestcraft, etc.? I was unaware of this. But then again, I'm a rational skeptic.
Fact: Science: Science is a field that requires a phenomenal capacity for abstract reasoning. I can see where someone who is incapable of such a feat would build a weird conspiracy theory which is also a sign of paranoia. My friend's family had three maids in Oaxaca, Mexico, who were afraid of science and their fear was embodied in the vacuum cleaner. My friend had the local priest "bless" her Black&Dekker Dust Buster. It's okay to be in touch with your feelings and release the frustration. However, insecurity in an area of learning can be dealt with through better means than just kicking the science experiment and throwing a tantrum, no matter how pleasant the tantrum may be. If you are unable to handle science, there are many, many, many, other venues where you can excel without the need for abstract reasoning. No, I was not going to say "dog catcher".
Avoiding science is like avoiding peer pressure. If you try and avoid every instance of peer pressure/science you will end up without any peers/science whatsoever, and the trick is to succumb to enough peer pressure/use enough science that you do not drive your peers away or end up electrocuted...but not so much that you end up in a situation in which you are dead or otherwise uncomfortable. This is a difficult trick, and most people who are afraid of science or peer pressure never master it, and end up dead or uncomfortable at least once during their lives.
There is help. You are welcome!