Oh. Now you want to use reason when you have demonstrated that you can hold both sides of a contradiction as being true.
And when I use reason to point that out, I'm just being emotional (unsettled in my mind).
Please, don't speak like this! You make me feel that I offended you. But, for you to say that I can hold both sides of a contradiction, that's far from the truth. I only use a text to explain another. That's how the Scriptures must be understood, and apparent contradictions are eliminated.