I believe your anger and your issues are missplaced. You may want to consult a mental health professional. Your sort of violent communication indicates someone who is disturbed? You can find help to deal with your issues (they don't have to be Mormon to help you)As for my being grounded- watching abuse and brainwashing perpetuated in an unfettered manner in UT and in the Mormon "church" has certainly "grounded" me. I had no idea so many people would take part in an organization that is based on fallacy and turn a blind eye to its "brothers( saints, whatever)" that break the law and commit crimes such as sexual abuse, child abuse and polygamy.
Cult law #1 "Trust us"
Cult law #2 "It is say because we say it is so"
Cult law #3 "Outsiders cannot understand our enlightened superior brains"