you really need to learn that God is in control, not you. you really need to feel the peace that God & Jesus offer. it's apparant that you do not, despire proclaiming yourself quite loudly that you are a Christian.<quoted text>
When God Created the world, he made a perfect world. Man has changed the world through sin, not God, but God through His Mercy loved His Creation that he had planned way ahead of time that he may have to send His Son Jesus down to earth to save His Creation. God through the Holy Spirit is the ONLY ONE that has a permanent healing. I know some people personally that went for some help in a psychiatric clinic and all 3 committed suicide and they were on the drugs that the clinic gave them. When the Holy Spirit gives you healing, you are healed!! I have experiencd this myself with some family members who I know were healed by God through His Son Jesus. You are denying the Power Of God and the Power of His Resurrection. I would seriously consider asking God through the Holy Spirit to guide you. If you are caught up in any sin and do not confess that sin, then God will not hear your prayers. You have to be very serious and follow Christ. I am not talking about things that we might do that do not please God (First Corinthians Chapter 3), but sins of the flesh or things that are lustful (Galatians Chapter 5). Alot of people are being deceived by Satan and think that they can accomplish just about anything without God in their lives, but without God, you really are being deceived and your accomplishments add up to nothing, for God gave us knowledge to use His Power to accomplish things and he gets the full Glory and one of His accomplishments is HEALING FOREVER!!
Also, remember the adversary the devil, is like a roaring lion, who walketh about seeking whom he may devour. You have to be aware all the time of anything that he might put in your path daily that would turn you from God, for the devil if very trickey and we will have to cast him away continually until the end of our lives. He is not interested in ones that do not believe in Christ, but he is interested in the ones who say they are Christian and then he goes in for the kill.