I know exactly what u mean El,<quoted text>
appreciated and thanks. It so annoys me though, that I immediately tried to relate
to their way of thought....you know what I mean?
but im thinking its not a matter of hating urself when u don't speak up as to what u feel about something, more like being disappointed in urself. because u know u have an opinion and its just as important as any other persons, but when u don't speak up at a particular moment such as this, u only do so because ur unsure if its an acceptable one. people in general just want to "fit in" so at times they may Not speak their mind, and other times - u may do just that and Also regret it - for the exact same reason...
best not to lose sleep over it though....
just let loose Next time! lol