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Homunculus Nebula

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honeymylove wrote:
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So I crawled outside
I felt the sunshine on my face
It was blinding and warm
And I adjusted
Waiting until I could see

The birds Iíd been listening to appeared
As did the water flowing
And all the sources of every seductive fragrance

And my timidity slipped away
It had to
I drank from the river to kill my thirst
And ate to loosen the knot in my belly
And still I was not satisfied

Then I saw the creature
The light went further away
Yet grew brighter, longer, and warmer
Indeed I began to sweat
And it would seem
The creature did too

It was different from me
Itís perspiration made it shimmer
With the waves of light
Came wafts of aroma Iíve never known

I trembled

I approached
Afraid and drawn
I wanted to walk away
No
I wanted to never have known
But I must know more
But I must no more

But I approached
And the creature acknowledged
As though it had not known all along
I was there

And the creature bared its teeth
Perhaps a smile

Iridescent eyes
Pulled me
Into the grass
My fingers swimming in the cool topsoil
I felt something
I was now further from my mind
Heeding instinctÖsoul
And the creature under me
Supine
Lifted its hips

I entered slowly
Colors changed around me
I rocked slowly into the hips
Cool breezes began to move across me
I heaved and the creature sighed
Shadows grew long
As the light and its heat wore down
And turned amber
There was rustling and crackling
And still I moved
Now in some state between the three corners
Of pain, oblivion, and bliss
I drove on
With deliberate vigor
And held the pressure at the end of each slow thrust
I was consumed

And I came
I came
I came like winter

A frost across the hills of flannel

The colors disappeared
With the light

I was tired and ready to digest myself
But I tried to stay outside the den
I tried

And she was a bonfire
Giving off antiheat

And I fell deep

Never quite making it
To the den

“Crown Of Life”

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Since: Mar 12

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Everyone should have someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day.!!!
Homunculus Nebula

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Who has never experienced a moment of doubt?
A moment of pain.
When people find out your hidden flaws,
You wish no one knew your name.
You stay away from, avoid certain places,
Shunning the people who know you well.
Your past cause you embarrassment, we've all done things we'd rather not tell
Anyone else about, because we are shamed.
Having a secret lover that you want no one to know about.
Not handling home life well, but pretending you're a boy scout.
Mistreating those closest to us, while pretending to be nice.
Giving lip service to living well, but thinking about ending your life.
We've all got secrets, things we don't tell.
We've lived with them for so long, in truth it's a living HELL.
But what can you do? Stop living? Give in?
No you keep on living and never give up.
Some days things look up.
Some days are gloomy. Hold on, try harder, and better days somewhere is looming.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know how to feel.
But, I'll keep on trying to survive.
For life, I have strong will.
Sometimes I am ashamed and I feel so alone.
Sometimes I find myself crying in a small room in my home.
But, I trudge on each day, trying to see something new.
Hold your head up.
Keep trying. It will be alright soon.
Who has never experienced a moment of doubt?
A moment of pain.
When people find out your hidden flaws,
But look closely and you might see within you are NO flaws at all.

“Crown Of Life”

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One song can change a moment,one idea can change a world,one step can start a journey but a prayer can change even the impossible..
Homunculus Nebula

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I want to show you something
That I know you'll never see.

I wish I could make it clear to you
All the things that I can't forget

(The best days of my life, you gave so much to me)

The orbit, the world, all there is;
It all revolves around you, it seems.

It's like you are the moons, and the sun,
and I'd frozen, and then burned.

As you are floating beyond the clouds
you no longer seem to see the sky

(Yes, that same sky we used to stare into until we fell asleep)

I know it can never be the way it once was;
where there had been love visible to the naked eye.

I know I will no longer hear the stream's flowing
even if I were ankle deep.

“Crown Of Life”

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When nights are cold and stars are few,I close my eyes and think of you.A silent hope, a silent tear, a silent wish that you were here..:O(
Homunculus Nebula

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I poured my heart into an empty glass
Couldn't look foward
Too busy drinking to loves long past
Broken shards of my heart
Cuts worse than a razors edge
Effects of wrong love
No more is my solemn pledge
Trust is for the unsuspecting
Blind to the consequences of giving all
So hard to gather yourself again
After that painful four letter fall
Every so often you see your reflection
God places your image in another
Faces them in your direction
But myself too ignorant to recognize my image in plain sight
Will forever be alone on this journey
I trusted my mind with what's left
since my soul couldnt see what was right
In front of my eyes
I let it go
Yet in still I try
Forever wondering...
Did I miss a chance
To connect my soul with its missing puzzle piece
Alone cursed to wander...freelance
Well let me finish my glass
Empty with sorrow
So I filled it with regret
Drunk on that four letter word
Thought I released the past...
Seems I haven't..just yet
Homunculus Nebula

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Jan 21, 2013
 

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There are no hidden diaries filled with distracting secrets.

Only beautiful objects that clatter to the floor on touch ó accusatory.

It was the chocolate muffin that reminded me of the dayís particular despair. Itís dark brown heaviness clenched, stayed.

Un-lodge. Dislocate.

Each day is pried loose like a bit of shine gummed up against stone.

Each night chiseled jangled nerves like the last tooth inside the hollow of a mouthís cave.

Thereís a moment of give; of unexpected ease.

Read into it what you will. The unpacking of each day........

And itís re-packaging at the end.

“Crown Of Life”

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You may not be her first,her last,or her only.She loved before she may love again.But if she loves you now, what else matters? Shes not perfect you arent either and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes,hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day ,but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break and thats her heart. So dont hurt her. Dont change her. dont analyze her and dont expect more than she can give.Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there..

this was written by Bob Marley an very nice indeed..
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Hurt heart thumps through stark torrentís spew, pain's veins pump vain despair,
why wishing-well what world would do when oneís no longer there ?
Why worry who will bed or woo, misled wed base affair,
each age sends stage page scene anew, pent rage vents spleen, sad snare.

Once wraith what faith may comfort, who contentment finds ? Aware
are all their nightmare fall supplies no paradise, skies fair.
Dank dark doom leaves grieve hung with dew, shaved, stumpy trees stripped bare,
gibbering ghosts, grey-greenish hue shade shiver in sharp air.

Lifeís dream team options, once bright blue, tarnish too soon, to wear
down most, ghost host, who must crust rust, while few pad out lustís lair
beyond the seemy rhyming schemes of blushing Baudelaire -
whored guilty conscience safely stored, bribes poured for greased palm tare.

Burnt bridge of sighs quite cuts in two split city's spirit spare,
and therefore, by extension, too, links life to - God knows where.
Wan lie acquaintanceships one knew, affection two should share,
while once exciting avenue of life seems impasse where
old vaunted haunts time's rimed review now daunts. For void prepare.

Is life just bitter pill, missed cue, in chaos swilled to bear
hate's weight, tears, fears untimely due where conscience cries beware !
Is life strife rife where favoured few waste privileges rare,
compared to who pimp scrimp limp through misfortunes most unfair ?

Is life rewarding revenue splurge surge merge urge shows heir,
or drudge through sludge where cudgel slew Earth goddess GaÔa's .
Is life return bienvenue or one way ticket scare
descending into maggot stew, hell burned urn's ashen layer ?

Is life some sort of dťjŗ vu, self-referencing stare
through mirror that, whate'er ensue, backs to black disrepair?
Is life sharp knife, fine furs, long queue, stores' gaudy glitter glare -
or superficial residue, fast sacrificed false flair ?

Is lifeís brief leaf, grief sheaf shoal reefed, half-hearted whole, farce flare,
or black hole disbelief, soul thief, ploughed under everywhere ?
fixed rictus grin whose rigour grim begins taleís tail-end tear,
sinís karmic spin where lose not win cues feud forebear forswear ?

Is life pride ride soon set aside, tried sentenced, treatment square
too rarely met, signed with forget-me, knot loose noose to bear until at last will's pain is cast to wind of change none share,
which willy-nilly blows away race, trace face-value's layer.

Is Life a story book that takes wake's glory down ? Truth blare

becomes when ignorance, dumb drum, would triumph everywhere.

Death steals love's breath as Time's wheels churn, night's nothingness prepare,

stars silence scream, beg, borrow theme for no tomorrow fair

as dusk drains life's dawn husk light wains, the darkness within no clair

de lune or moonlight tune croon swoons, see cemetry pied ŗ terre.

None raindrops know 'neath purple sky, fame pops, life stops right there.

Beware where ego's overblown for bonus billionaire
whose bogus option package acts as sham incentive, where crass top brass brash lop-sided cash expend on solitaire to grace cute hand who wedding band pretends was never there.

Beware star system beautís short skirts, beauís silk shirts, suits mohair,
soon boom turns bust must break both bank and back of proletaire
when pensions' dust proves worthless, earth polluted by oil flare:
as oil slick spreads some feather beds that nest eggs gilt prepare.

Once whole, now sole, soul sees right through coal hole's lacklustre air
where honest labourís revenue few faithfully declare
as greed grinds need to feed seed funds, tax shelter debonnaire,
scheme pyramid, insider bid, mid hid guiltís laissez-faire.

Forlorn men boxed, with scarce a clue, worn faces, torn white hair,
from uniformity of view hurt turns, spurned everywhere.
Nor karma new, nor whisper, prayer, imaginary dare,
splash, lonely bubbles - struggles through.

.......... Will anybody care ?




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Princess Hey has my vote today!!

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Dont hold on because you think there will be no one else.There will always be someone else.You've got to believe you are worth more than being repeatedly hurt by someone who dont really care..and believe that someone will see what you are really worth and treat you the way you should be treated..

TY C.C.im not trying to impress anyone or send it out to anybody just another thing I found in my little book..wanted to share is all..
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"THE BROTHER I DID NOT HAVE."

We were not brothers, but we were close.
Death, first son of his mother
And I, we made one.

As an eldest brothers would, heíd constantly advise,
prod, goad me toward my good.

He was brusque, even mocking, but without guile.

Most people found him hard: in fact,
my close friends called him Bone
(secretly) and told me he was too exact,
severe in his perspective, he was cruel.

Perhaps he was, I never noticed.
I followed, hero-worshipped him because
he was calm, wise, deep in the ways
of everything which lived Ė each leaf, bird, beast
or man.

He taught me how to see.
There was a clarity, each thing was haloed
when Death, my brother Bone
pointed it out to me.

I never was alone.
I loved him, for his cold light that showed
the truth in things.
I miss him now.
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Let your latticed shades relax,
And flow on, you tender trees
Drown out the pavement,
Your outpouring will sniff off the sunís burner.

But my eyes will light up as lamps,
Their joy is in your soft whispers that
dances in nightís tranquility.

The TreeÖ
One branch only
Crying, crying, crying,
Its tears becoming a wood.

The leaf, green,
calling me.
The leaf, when I call it,
is yellow.

The green branch
Approaches,
approaches the black face
of the earth,
approaches.

Why?
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You claim a flag of tolerance
Itís waved with pride and flare
But little you see
Your hypocrisy
A hate that soon will be made bare

A victim of social intolerance
You yell it from all the street squares
A great parody
Of whatís meant to be
Yet love is still not found there

Your war has shown to be odious
The tactics employed donít seem fair
A mask made for me
To bind what is now free
And silence the hope I now bare

Vengefulness takes hold of ignorance
And blindly proclaim to know where
Lifeís road leads to see
True identity
Yet peace has eluded me there

Truth Indeed is self evident
If you would just truly but stare
A sweet harmony
To find and set free
An image of love thatís impaired

Yet Love has its own set of imminence
Weíll all see it when where all there
But I know Iíll be
At last free from decrees
Of societal judgmental glare

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We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see ,two ears to hear but why only one heart? Because the other was given to somone for us to find...!!!

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Princess Hey wrote:
We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see ,two ears to hear but why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone for us to find...!!!
Beautiful.
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Your hands are larger than mine.
With business-like nails and veins
that slide down between the tendons
blue-grey and still as the canals
between venetian streets.
The web between thumb and forefinger
is soft yet could hold a robinís egg
hammocked there in safety,
without a tremor to disturb it.
Your fingers have strength.
Picking through newly dug potatoes
that you bring to me in triumph.
Holding out your left hand
while dark soil sifts and follows your footsteps
as if the garden would keep you for a longer time.
Left-handed people have different skills you smile,
flexing fingers like a crab.
Then gently touch my face and delicately tweeze
a leaf from my hair.
And in the evenings silence
you slide music into the air.
Playing a guitar that lies the wrong way
and coaxes the last sigh out of the day.
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The static explosion
of spiralling branches.
The black shape
of the old schoolroom
lit from within with gold
against the enormous evening sky.

A stirring.
That familiar feeling of something
familiar. And a yearning.
But not for those branches
and not for that light
and not, really, for that sky.

Can we trust our own responses?
The marks in the snow
are not hieroglyphs Ė
thereís no help there,
nor in the blank face of the horse,
its empty eyes.

That day in the Dales,
I struggled to sense a thing
in the cold, clear air Ė
but driving home
a glimpse of trees on a ridge
and my heart leapt up through my skull
and out through the sunroof
skywards.

ADRIAN DeVINE

Brisbane, Australia

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I could have kissed you
under cherry blossoms,
pale petals drifting down
like the trees wanted to
pretend they could be
snowclouds.

I could have kissed you
in the rain, drenched to
our bones and not even
caring that the skies
opened up above us
and tried to wash us out.

I could have kissed you
in a clearing in the most
secluded woods, with
just the sound of wind
rustling through the leaves
and a few voyeuristic
finches peeping at us.

Instead, I kissed you
in the parking lot of a
Waffle House, just shy
of two a.m. in the middle
of a hectic week, with
our waitress grinning
at us from the other
side of the window,
because, honestly,
how could I not?

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