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Since: Feb 14

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#1 Feb 24, 2014
Dear diary,
As a native New Yorker, I know that when somebody tries to entertain me on the subway, my job is to not smile or laugh. This was an exception.

One day, I was riding in a narrow car filled with commuters. A younger adult (not a teen, but not an adult. Maybe in his lower 20's.) was climbing on the bars that you use to hold on to (he was almost using them as monkey bars.) He was making "monkey sounds" and kept saying "beware of the subway monkey." It was just so funny, three people on the train cracked up or smiled. I was one of them. Weirdest subway moment ever. Maybe not...no I will tell THAT story a different time...
Mz Behavin

Jackson, MO

#2 Feb 24, 2014
Dear Diary

It turned out to be a better day than I had expected. I had some anxieties due to such an increase in responsibilities. I've others to look after and not enough time it seems to meet my own needs. I feel a bit weak and needy.
Though I'll keep hanging in there, hope and believe better days are ahead.

NOTE TO SELF .. always date dairies and journals and even names or initials of those to don't want to forget. A few pic included help bring the memories alive every time you look. Try to always see the best memories and let go those that hindered your well being in any way.

February 24, 4:20 pm - Sunny, clear and warm. Spring is trying to arrive.:)
Can't wait Dear Diary - thanks for letting me share my most intimate thoughts with you .. when others may be overburdened and unable to be there with me.

2555
Jess Anne Utherday

Huntington, NY

#3 Feb 24, 2014
Dear Diary,

Just another day. Glad to be here.

Bye Bye.

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Since: Mar 08

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#4 Feb 24, 2014
Dear Diary,

Today is week 3 of my healthy/gym life plan I set for myself. Everyone keeps asking how it's going and I always say its going great! Well, i lied! I hate it! I'm miserable. How can people do this day in and day out??? Who drinks a gallon of water a day?? Not this girl! No ma'am!.. I can't even count how many cheat meals I've had....But I will not give up..One day at a time.

2/24/14

extremely cold day here in chicago. Partly to blame for my failure in this healthy lifestyle.
Dear Diary

Jackson, MO

#5 Feb 25, 2014
I discovered an online site called Topix.
At first it was in a forum with 11 visitors and they were
bashing all their neighbors while using fake names.
It was ugly, but made some wonder.

Then I discovered a place called OFFBEAT.
It's great !
It has all these word games and has thousands of other topics
and many many visitors.

Now it's called Weird. Probably not worth wasting paper to write
this to you Diary, but I'll be sure to share the most memorable
experiences I've witnessed just in case there is a lesson in it for me.

*now what did i do with that key?
Barack

Huntington, NY

#6 Feb 25, 2014
Dear Diary,

I have fooled them for so many years!!! Thank you Allah for making me such a good speaker.
I wish I could fool them into adding another term. I will try to get this into the next session.

Thank you again.
Anonymous

Sharon Springs, NY

#7 Feb 25, 2014
Dear diary,
Today when I was riding the 4:00 bus (btw I'm still on it), we almost flipped going around a sharp corner. The driver yells at me when I stand up before the bus fully stops. I hate the driver, but I've gotten used to her. My stop is close, so I finish writing for now.

Petal Power

“It's a New Dawn”

Since: Feb 14

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#8 Feb 25, 2014
Dear Diary..What a Day It's Been...ISN'T THAT A SONG??
.
Moody Blues???

YO Link Dude..???
Dear Diary

United States

#9 Feb 25, 2014
Dear Diary,
Life is all F***** up here. Hell no things are not O.K. Everything is shit.... F****** FUBAR.... Each day I get just a little closer to death, and each day it's sweet embrace seems that much farther out of reach. If it wasn't for the agonizing torment of effort I'd do it myself. For hell's sake, they say lightning never strikes the same place twice, but is it to much to ask for just once? Right here baby, 200,000 megawatts of final bliss coursing through me. The only shred of fleeting joy is the thought that I might leave a grizzly death scene out where others will be forced to see it and some asshole will have to come and clean my pulverized grey matter and viscera off the sidewalk for minimum wage.
R U Mad

Jackson, MO

#10 Feb 25, 2014


Dear Diary,

Today someone told me they wanted to commit suicide. I knew the old cliches wouldn't help. I knew tough love doesn't work and since they truly were alone I knew it wasn't selfish in that way. I would miss them, but I know their pain and I don't know how I would endure it all myself if that were my lot in life. The older I get and the madder the world gets around us .. Damn Diary I wish you could be more than just a place to vent.
Dear Diary

Jackson, MO

#11 Feb 25, 2014
I went to play Topix again today, but the very first thing I read made me sad. Then I saw post #8 in here and it sounded just as sad. The reply the other person got was from a well known registered poster and it was only three words ... three very sad words in my opinion.

One word: Suicide. Yep, that's was what they wrote.

I know it's just a game, but some people are unnecessarily rude to others.
I only found two posts that made me laugh today.

.

Oh dear, I just noticed that sad poster up there used the same name I've been using and they are from the United States too? Why did they do that when someone already used it in here? Oh well, can't ever predict what the next person will name themselves or say or even the conclusions others will come to, when they notice. Won't do me any good to say it wasn't me, they'll believe what they choose no matter.

Think I'll pick up a couple books from library tomorrow.

“Celebrating ”

Level 7

Since: Feb 11

2017

#12 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary,
I'm most excited about a job interview this week.
It could quite possibly change my life.
Wish me luck!
DILF

Huntington, NY

#13 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary,
I wish Fish Sticks luck with her job interview.

Good bye for now.....
Troll Placement Service

Brookville, OH

#15 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary:

Thank you so much for President Obama. Could you please, PLEASE help him to give me more FREE STUFF??? Thank you!

(Just thinking about him gives me a HUGE HEART-ON!!!!!)

“Celebrating ”

Level 7

Since: Feb 11

2017

#16 Feb 26, 2014
Troll Placement Service wrote:
<quoted text>What forum are you applying for?
Ferrerman's blog

“Celebrating ”

Level 7

Since: Feb 11

2017

#17 Feb 26, 2014
DILF wrote:
Dear Diary,
I wish Fish Sticks luck with her job interview.
Good bye for now.....
Thanks!
0ff Topic

Jackson, MO

#18 Feb 26, 2014
Much ???

REPORTED for instigating ... just sayin'... it ain't helping the cause
in the big picture .. get it? No, Okay ... I'll keep my opinions to myself
where you and a few others are concerned.

Best luck on the blog job? ;0

you'r welcume
0ff Topic

Jackson, MO

#19 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary ... I thought I was a know it all back when ... now I see how much more I need and .. will learn.

It's good to reflect in here .. with you diary. Helps me see when there has been positive new developments in my journey called "LIFE".

Gosh, I better hide this diary good cause I get real in this book .. no masks required unless I think someone will find it before I breathe my last on this earth:0

Since: Aug 08

Buffalo, NY

#20 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary wrote:
Dear Diary,
Life is all F***** up here. Hell no things are not O.K. Everything is shit.... F****** FUBAR.... Each day I get just a little closer to death, and each day it's sweet embrace seems that much farther out of reach. If it wasn't for the agonizing torment of effort I'd do it myself. For hell's sake, they say lightning never strikes the same place twice, but is it to much to ask for just once? Right here baby, 200,000 megawatts of final bliss coursing through me. The only shred of fleeting joy is the thought that I might leave a grizzly death scene out where others will be forced to see it and some asshole will have to come and clean my pulverized grey matter and viscera off the sidewalk for minimum wage.
... Dear Diary ... today i did my good deed ... i gave a complete stranger a metal pole and a metal hat to wear during the next lightning storm ... i also lent my pet bear to the same person ... he's a grizz ...

“Celebrating ”

Level 7

Since: Feb 11

2017

#21 Feb 26, 2014
Dear Diary,
So nice to know trolls and ferrets are so interested in my life that they simple MUST post to or toward me, lol.
Ahhh .... the life of a popular gal!

THANKS!

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