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lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#1 Aug 30, 2008
I am an 11 year old boy. I am starting 7th grade in 1 week. But I know there is something unusual. I feel like I might die really young from disease or homicide. When I see a loud low plane,(I live about 12 miles from an airport) That It will crash or hit the Empire State Building (I live about 50 miles from there) or blow up the NYC Metropolitan area with missies.(Which I live in) It scares me that we blew up Hiroshima in a heartbeat and that no one has returned the favor. My maternal grandmother died and it was really sad, because I saw her not long before she died. I wish I could hear her voice agan. i've cried about it more frequently now. She gave me a doll that sang songs. It used to be heard from a room away. Then it started to get really quiet, so that you needed to hold it up to your ear to hear it. Then we took the sewn up music box out, and replaced the batteries and it works fine now. A few months after Nana died, my paternal grandmother died from a sudden brain hemmorage (I don't think I spelled that correctly) Her husband found her unconscious on the floor and she died two days later (at the hospital my sister and I were both born.) It was ironic that she had bought Girl Scout Nuts from my sister nine days earlier. I found out when I was doing my homework, and I don't know how I slept that night. Over the years (well the last three years) I have been teased so much that I learn how to deal with it, even if it hurts my felings. I don't let people tease each other that much. So I've been writing a code of conduct/ethics that is revised frequently. As for me, I can't change on my own. I adapt, but I don't change the way I think if it does not solve every problem I know of. I need help to do it. I care about every single thing however significant and care, becuse just because it is not well known or complicated, doesn't mean it is worthless.

After all this, the question, Am I emotionally unstable?
PS not just normal, no one is completly stable or not quirky, but just am I way more unstable than most people?
Please, someone help me!

“**** JOHN VIS ******* ”

Since: Sep 07

"bringin the heat"

#2 Aug 30, 2008
Try warm milk before beddy bye...it helped me cope with superstardom as a child actor in the 80's
Grace Nerissa

Dublin, Ireland

#3 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
I am an 11 year old boy. I am starting 7th grade in 1 week. But I know there is something unusual. I feel like I might die really young from disease or homicide. When I see a loud low plane,(I live about 12 miles from an airport) That It will crash or hit the Empire State Building (I live about 50 miles from there) or blow up the NYC Metropolitan area with missies.(Which I live in) It scares me that we blew up Hiroshima in a heartbeat and that no one has returned the favor. My maternal grandmother died and it was really sad, because I saw her not long before she died. I wish I could hear her voice agan. i've cried about it more frequently now. She gave me a doll that sang songs. It used to be heard from a room away. Then it started to get really quiet, so that you needed to hold it up to your ear to hear it. Then we took the sewn up music box out, and replaced the batteries and it works fine now. A few months after Nana died, my paternal grandmother died from a sudden brain hemmorage (I don't think I spelled that correctly) Her husband found her unconscious on the floor and she died two days later (at the hospital my sister and I were both born.) It was ironic that she had bought Girl Scout Nuts from my sister nine days earlier. I found out when I was doing my homework, and I don't know how I slept that night. Over the years (well the last three years) I have been teased so much that I learn how to deal with it, even if it hurts my felings. I don't let people tease each other that much. So I've been writing a code of conduct/ethics that is revised frequently. As for me, I can't change on my own. I adapt, but I don't change the way I think if it does not solve every problem I know of. I need help to do it. I care about every single thing however significant and care, becuse just because it is not well known or complicated, doesn't mean it is worthless.
After all this, the question, Am I emotionally unstable?
PS not just normal, no one is completly stable or not quirky, but just am I way more unstable than most people?
Please, someone help me!
Try NOT to worry so much, you are VERY young to be carrying these burdens - life is full and happy out there, let it unfold as it will.

NONE of what you mentioned above might EVER happen again, probably
won't, don't fill your days with unnecessary shadows. different fate awaits us all..

Take it DAY by DAY.. and try whatever else to accentuate the positive.

I really FELT your letter...
Life gets more serious as we grown older [but pleasant too]

TRY to enjoy your childhood 100% you can never repeat it.

Sorry rushing this,'really caught' for time, but hope it helps even in the smallest way...
My most sincere good wishes..

GN

I

Vee

“Happeeeeeee 2016!!!!!!!”

Since: Dec 06

Location hidden

#4 Aug 30, 2008
For an eleven year old, living in Huntington, you write like you are an educated 25 year old. Try a school counselor.
Level 7

Since: Apr 08

Location hidden

#5 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
I am an 11 year old boy. I am starting 7th grade in 1 week. But I know there is something unusual. I feel like I might die really young from disease or homicide. When I see a loud low plane,(I live about 12 miles from an airport) That It will crash or hit the Empire State Building (I live about 50 miles from there) or blow up the NYC Metropolitan area with missies.(Which I live in) It scares me that we blew up Hiroshima in a heartbeat and that no one has returned the favor. My maternal grandmother died and it was really sad, because I saw her not long before she died. I wish I could hear her voice agan. i've cried about it more frequently now. She gave me a doll that sang songs. It used to be heard from a room away. Then it started to get really quiet, so that you needed to hold it up to your ear to hear it. Then we took the sewn up music box out, and replaced the batteries and it works fine now. A few months after Nana died, my paternal grandmother died from a sudden brain hemmorage (I don't think I spelled that correctly) Her husband found her unconscious on the floor and she died two days later (at the hospital my sister and I were both born.) It was ironic that she had bought Girl Scout Nuts from my sister nine days earlier. I found out when I was doing my homework, and I don't know how I slept that night. Over the years (well the last three years) I have been teased so much that I learn how to deal with it, even if it hurts my felings. I don't let people tease each other that much. So I've been writing a code of conduct/ethics that is revised frequently. As for me, I can't change on my own. I adapt, but I don't change the way I think if it does not solve every problem I know of. I need help to do it. I care about every single thing however significant and care, becuse just because it is not well known or complicated, doesn't mean it is worthless.
After all this, the question, Am I emotionally unstable?
PS not just normal, no one is completly stable or not quirky, but just am I way more unstable than most people?
Please, someone help me!
are you sure you are 11, your writing and word usage,is soooo far beyond 11..

also, if this is legit,
sounds like you may have a panick attack disorder of some sort, topix posters are not the ones to help,, you need psychological counseling... good luck to you.....
Green Meanie

United States

#6 Aug 30, 2008
you do not sound 11, but in any case ... you are crazy, so seek professional help.
lets moo i gess wrote:
I am an 11 year old boy. I am starting 7th grade in 1 week. But I know there is something unusual. I feel like I might die really young from disease or homicide. When I see a loud low plane,(I live about 12 miles from an airport) That It will crash or hit the Empire State Building (I live about 50 miles from there) or blow up the NYC Metropolitan area with missies.(Which I live in) It scares me that we blew up Hiroshima in a heartbeat and that no one has returned the favor. My maternal grandmother died and it was really sad, because I saw her not long before she died. I wish I could hear her voice agan. i've cried about it more frequently now. She gave me a doll that sang songs. It used to be heard from a room away. Then it started to get really quiet, so that you needed to hold it up to your ear to hear it. Then we took the sewn up music box out, and replaced the batteries and it works fine now. A few months after Nana died, my paternal grandmother died from a sudden brain hemmorage (I don't think I spelled that correctly) Her husband found her unconscious on the floor and she died two days later (at the hospital my sister and I were both born.) It was ironic that she had bought Girl Scout Nuts from my sister nine days earlier. I found out when I was doing my homework, and I don't know how I slept that night. Over the years (well the last three years) I have been teased so much that I learn how to deal with it, even if it hurts my felings. I don't let people tease each other that much. So I've been writing a code of conduct/ethics that is revised frequently. As for me, I can't change on my own. I adapt, but I don't change the way I think if it does not solve every problem I know of. I need help to do it. I care about every single thing however significant and care, becuse just because it is not well known or complicated, doesn't mean it is worthless.
After all this, the question, Am I emotionally unstable?
PS not just normal, no one is completly stable or not quirky, but just am I way more unstable than most people?
Please, someone help me!
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#7 Aug 30, 2008
Vee wrote:
For an eleven year old, living in Huntington, you write like you are an educated 25 year old. Try a school counselor.
How do you know I live In Huntington (I do, even though the IP says Greenlawn.) I guess you know where huntington is.
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#8 Aug 30, 2008
reebie wrote:
<quoted text> are you sure you are 11, your writing and word usage,is soooo far beyond 11..
also, if this is legit,
sounds like you may have a panick attack disorder of some sort, topix posters are not the ones to help,, you need psychological counseling... good luck to you.....
No I don't have panic attacks.... Also Vee, I was thinking of school counseling, but school doesn't start yet (September 3)

“**** JOHN VIS ******* ”

Since: Sep 07

"bringin the heat"

#9 Aug 30, 2008
Vee wrote:
For an eleven year old, living in Huntington, you write like you are an educated 25 year old. Try a school counselor.
Hes a FAKE....geepers I spotted that at 1st glance ..........

twl

“Just call me T”

Since: Jul 08

omaha

#10 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
I am an 11 year old boy. I am starting 7th grade in 1 week. But I know there is something unusual. I feel like I might die really young from disease or homicide. When I see a loud low plane,(I live about 12 miles from an airport) That It will crash or hit the Empire State Building (I live about 50 miles from there) or blow up the NYC Metropolitan area with missies.(Which I live in) It scares me that we blew up Hiroshima in a heartbeat and that no one has returned the favor. My maternal grandmother died and it was really sad, because I saw her not long before she died. I wish I could hear her voice agan. i've cried about it more frequently now. She gave me a doll that sang songs. It used to be heard from a room away. Then it started to get really quiet, so that you needed to hold it up to your ear to hear it. Then we took the sewn up music box out, and replaced the batteries and it works fine now. A few months after Nana died, my paternal grandmother died from a sudden brain hemmorage (I don't think I spelled that correctly) Her husband found her unconscious on the floor and she died two days later (at the hospital my sister and I were both born.) It was ironic that she had bought Girl Scout Nuts from my sister nine days earlier. I found out when I was doing my homework, and I don't know how I slept that night. Over the years (well the last three years) I have been teased so much that I learn how to deal with it, even if it hurts my felings. I don't let people tease each other that much. So I've been writing a code of conduct/ethics that is revised frequently. As for me, I can't change on my own. I adapt, but I don't change the way I think if it does not solve every problem I know of. I need help to do it. I care about every single thing however significant and care, becuse just because it is not well known or complicated, doesn't mean it is worthless.
After all this, the question, Am I emotionally unstable?
PS not just normal, no one is completly stable or not quirky, but just am I way more unstable than most people?
Please, someone help me!
Ok, for an 11 year old you're very articulate. And 2ndly the way you speak, you show classic, CLASSIC signs of depression. I'd consider seeking medical help.
Level 7

Since: Apr 08

Location hidden

#11 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
<quoted text> No I don't have panic attacks.... Also Vee, I was thinking of school counseling, but school doesn't start yet (September 3)
ok 11 year old smart enough to know its not panick attacks,, could you be a real live psych doc, that wants to pick brains????? what is it??give it up,,,
PedRO thE undocUMEnteD

Jacksonville, FL

#12 Aug 30, 2008
reebie wrote:
<quoted text>ok 11 year old smart enough to know its not panick attacks,, could you be a real live psych doc, that wants to pick brains????? what is it??give it up,,,
He can con peek my cabbage .......
Tiny Major Nelson

Jacksonville, FL

#13 Aug 30, 2008
HELP....Iam a 12 year old boy who dreams of Jeanie ALL THE TIME..........I even dream I am Jeanie sometimes and try to squeeze some of my private body parts into bottles.....Cant someone HALP me pllleeeeaaaseee??????
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#14 Aug 30, 2008
Tiny Major Nelson wrote:
HELP....Iam a 12 year old boy who dreams of Jeanie ALL THE TIME..........I even dream I am Jeanie sometimes and try to squeeze some of my private body parts into bottles.....Cant someone HALP me pllleeeeaaaseee??????
Try to become friends with her.
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#15 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
<quoted text> No I don't have panic attacks.... Also Vee, I was thinking of school counseling, but school doesn't start yet (September 3)
Or do I?
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#16 Aug 30, 2008
My symptoms resemble this, but I don't think I am or was addicted to anything....
Dr Gregory HouseMD

Jacksonville, FL

#17 Aug 30, 2008
take 30 Vicodans and wax my motorcycle "Kid"
Green Meanie

United States

#18 Aug 30, 2008
so, you little pecker, you are cured!
Jeffrey

Malden, MA

#19 Aug 30, 2008
JG OP wrote:
<quoted text>Hes a FAKE....geepers I spotted that at 1st glance ..........
You got it!
lets moo i gess

Lindenhurst, NY

#20 Aug 30, 2008
lets moo i gess wrote:
My symptoms resemble this, but I don't think I am or was addicted to anything....
Sorry I meant this...

http://www.sossobriety.org/past.htm
My symptoms resemble this, but I don't think I am or was addicted to anything....

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