Yikes! And I thought my mom was bad... I feel bad for you. It sounds like you have been through some tough times with your mom.:(<quoted text>
Forgive her? Every minute of everyday I'm near her?
Forgive her for trying everything possible to knock me to the
floor and make sure I stay there until I learn to do everything her way? Forgive her for acting like the beautiful christian for the world to see while at the same time lying to make me look like satan's daughter. Forgive her ... yes, I may one day, but it may not be in this life time.
Three of my brothers committed suicide for reasons, and she
was one of them. They aren't heavy anymore.
Little too much truth?
On the subject of truths and moms - my mother lies, steals and cheats. She is one of the biggest con artists/scammers I have ever come across and more often than not I am ashamed to be her child because of how she is. The worst part about it is she sees nothing wrong with her behavior. When I visit her, which is rare, if I have to use the restroom I literally have to take my purse with me because she'd rob me if I didn't.