No, you spend a great deal of your time on such fantasies, and desparately crave attention form gay people at every turn.<quoted text>
That's the difference between me and a [email protected] like you. I don't fantasize about 2 queers going at it like you do...
You own words, and the number of your posts are out there for everyone to see. You can't deny your own posts.
Like I said, I pity you and hope you allow yourself to heal.