life
helene

Aiken, SC

#1 Mar 27, 2013
what is life,a planet full of human insects that kill for other countries wealth. there is no god,especially when the republicans are suppose to believe in him,then that proves to me god is all about money to these people. if you look back centuries your history will tell you what its all about. notice that the wealthy always win. the wealthy always start wars,the wealthy have the best health care, drs, etc. look at war criminal cheney,he got a heart that many thousands of youn decent people needed to live and that old war criminal got it because he is wealthy.. you young ones think your fighting wars for your country. WAKE UP. ITS FOR THE OLD RICH REPUBLICAN WAR INDUSTRY.
being old now and considered useless,beauty gone as i once was a modle in the late 50's.now I am going to die by my own choice and no one can do a damn thing about it. i do try to figh this because of a husband two sons and young grand kids that i take care of when asked. i lived in MA. now i am in SC and its a horrible place to be ugly,windy,old people wandering around blacks etc.I HAD to come here I had not really a choice as my family moved here and i want to go home and be burried between mom and dad. in the cemetary a catholic one my whole famil are in i used to go there once week to talk to them i felt so happy and peacefull there.. how can i go back. i must kill myself be cremated and sent back home to my once beautiful greenfield ma whaer i was happy as a child and teen can one go back ? yes i am mentally ill i think or am i realistic about all i say and know and feel.

“In God we trust”

Level 7

Since: Dec 12

Cape Town, South Africa

#2 Mar 27, 2013
helene wrote:
what is life,a planet full of human insects that kill for other countries wealth. there is no god,especially when the republicans are suppose to believe in him,then that proves to me god is all about money to these people. if you look back centuries your history will tell you what its all about. notice that the wealthy always win. the wealthy always start wars,the wealthy have the best health care, drs, etc. look at war criminal cheney,he got a heart that many thousands of youn decent people needed to live and that old war criminal got it because he is wealthy.. you young ones think your fighting wars for your country. WAKE UP. ITS FOR THE OLD RICH REPUBLICAN WAR INDUSTRY.
being old now and considered useless,beauty gone as i once was a modle in the late 50's.now I am going to die by my own choice and no one can do a damn thing about it. i do try to figh this because of a husband two sons and young grand kids that i take care of when asked. i lived in MA. now i am in SC and its a horrible place to be ugly,windy,old people wandering around blacks etc.I HAD to come here I had not really a choice as my family moved here and i want to go home and be burried between mom and dad. in the cemetary a catholic one my whole famil are in i used to go there once week to talk to them i felt so happy and peacefull there.. how can i go back. i must kill myself be cremated and sent back home to my once beautiful greenfield ma whaer i was happy as a child and teen can one go back ? yes i am mentally ill i think or am i realistic about all i say and know and feel.
Yes, there's no God deranged Atheist.

“Timshel”

Level 4

Since: Jan 12

Tulsa, OK

#3 Mar 28, 2013
helene wrote:
what is life,a planet full of human insects that kill for other countries wealth. there is no god,especially when the republicans are suppose to believe in him,then that proves to me god is all about money to these people. if you look back centuries your history will tell you what its all about. notice that the wealthy always win. the wealthy always start wars,the wealthy have the best health care, drs, etc. look at war criminal cheney,he got a heart that many thousands of youn decent people needed to live and that old war criminal got it because he is wealthy.. you young ones think your fighting wars for your country. WAKE UP. ITS FOR THE OLD RICH REPUBLICAN WAR INDUSTRY.
being old now and considered useless,beauty gone as i once was a modle in the late 50's.now I am going to die by my own choice and no one can do a damn thing about it. i do try to figh this because of a husband two sons and young grand kids that i take care of when asked. i lived in MA. now i am in SC and its a horrible place to be ugly,windy,old people wandering around blacks etc.I HAD to come here I had not really a choice as my family moved here and i want to go home and be burried between mom and dad. in the cemetary a catholic one my whole famil are in i used to go there once week to talk to them i felt so happy and peacefull there.. how can i go back. i must kill myself be cremated and sent back home to my once beautiful greenfield ma whaer i was happy as a child and teen can one go back ? yes i am mentally ill i think or am i realistic about all i say and know and feel.
Whether there's a "god" or not, it's people of power and great influence that are using "god" and religion to control the masses. It's also not just republicans that are ruining the nation, it's the democrats too. They play off each other every decade or so doing the "good cop, bad cop" routine and it keeps people's attention focused on the bs politics when it should be focused on the legislation.

It's all a wicked game to allow them the freedom to operate how they want with our hard earned tax dollars. Don't get caught in with just one side's politics, the whole system is flawed Helene.

Since: May 12

Location hidden

#4 Mar 28, 2013
Life is what it is. No more no less. If others are able to make your life miserable, then you didn't have much of a life to begin with. You work with what you are given and make the best of it. Wishing for more only leads to heartache and disalusionment. You take care of your needs first, and anything more is your reward. Be happy with who you are first and foremost. Once you accomplish that, the rest is gravy.

Level 9

Since: Nov 10

Powellton WV

#5 Mar 28, 2013
helene wrote:
what is life,a planet full of human insects that kill for other countries wealth. there is no god,especially when the republicans are suppose to believe in him,then that proves to me god is all about money to these people. if you look back centuries your history will tell you what its all about. notice that the wealthy always win. the wealthy always start wars,the wealthy have the best health care, drs, etc. look at war criminal cheney,he got a heart that many thousands of youn decent people needed to live and that old war criminal got it because he is wealthy.. you young ones think your fighting wars for your country. WAKE UP. ITS FOR THE OLD RICH REPUBLICAN WAR INDUSTRY.
being old now and considered useless,beauty gone as i once was a modle in the late 50's.now I am going to die by my own choice and no one can do a damn thing about it. i do try to figh this because of a husband two sons and young grand kids that i take care of when asked. i lived in MA. now i am in SC and its a horrible place to be ugly,windy,old people wandering around blacks etc.I HAD to come here I had not really a choice as my family moved here and i want to go home and be burried between mom and dad. in the cemetary a catholic one my whole famil are in i used to go there once week to talk to them i felt so happy and peacefull there.. how can i go back. i must kill myself be cremated and sent back home to my once beautiful greenfield ma whaer i was happy as a child and teen can one go back ? yes i am mentally ill i think or am i realistic about all i say and know and feel.
Why do you feel you need to kill yourself?

Life is hard and sometimes depressing. Esp when
you see ppl like Chenney get a heart transplant
when we know were it us we'd just die b/c the waiting
list is so long. And b/c most of us are un or under
insured.
I understand being home sick as well. I lived in
N.C for a period of time and hated it. Nothing against
the ppl that live there but it wasn't home.
lovr grl

Peoria, IL

#6 Apr 2, 2013
I feel this exact way..the need to escape the world for a better or none at all. My nievness holds me back, i dont have friends, family, etc. I wish i had the nerve, i will soon too, only a matter of time. I used to be able to love, no one cared i would be the best of lovers. Now i strive to fill the cavity but it doesnt help, no one does.

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