I'm a 16 year old mixed kid (black/white).My best friend and I used to wrestle (always jokingly) when we were around 13.Iv'e known him since we were 12 (6th grade) He's Mexican, kinda shy,muscular (way stronger than me, he works construction) and adorable, but very homophobic.When we wrestled at first there wasn't anything sexual.We would just have fun.One day,we started wrestling and he grabbed my balls. I was hard almost instantly. i went for his because he had me in a choke hold and I couldn't breathe.His dick was huge, but he never got hard We did this all the time (like 2 years), and eventually it got to him dry humping me. I just let it happen and resisted just a little. When he would pin me I would just stay there.I loved his strength. We were wrestling at my house once and he pinned me, sat on my chest, and pulled out his dick and started jerking.I fought back and as he had precum on his tip, he rubbed it on my face.I loved it, but acted disgusted. also, once I got out of the shower, He put his ass on my arm, and stole my towel, and boxers. we fought, and I won. I was staying the night at his house once, and we were wrestling and he tried to make me suck him off. His dick went all the way in my mouth but my shirt kept it from actually touching my mouth.I wanted it so bad. But anyways, that was up until a year ago, and we are still super close. He has a girlfriend now, and doesn't know I'm curious, but I think I love him, and not just because of wrestling.He has always been there for me.He always knows what to say, and he's even let me borrow like $200, not to mention paying for me when I'm broke.I don't know what to do because I think about him all the time still, He's just awesome to be around, but we are starting to talk less because of his girlfriend, and he used to tell me everything, but he hid the fact that he had a girl from me for 3 months and then lied when I knew he had one. I'm always supportive of the kid, and I don't want to "BE" with him, but I want to at least try something with him and come out as bi. He is the ONLY guy that I consider one of my close friends and I can't meet any bi kids around where I live.Does anyone know where I can meet some guys my age discretely, and/or come out to/ hookup with my friend????? and sorry for the LONG A** Backstory, just couldn't think of how to shorten it. He makes me smile even when nothing else can, and he's the only one that can cheer me up if somethings wrong.