The fact that you say something doesn't make it true.<quoted text>
My friend, as I have told you before, it is a choice of where you want to go. If you want to go to the door of Heaven you'll need the Holy Spirit key. If you want to go to the door of Hell then you'll need the key of no Holy Spirit.
In your religion, god sends people to hell. You can spin it all you like, but there it is. I know it must be distressing for you to learn that your god is a sociopath, but life is difficult sometimes.