First of all, someone not responding to you isn't censorship, you fucking moron. I didn't wanna continue our ever so exciting anal sex convo when you'd pissed me off so much about the abuse thing. My mind has not changed, just settled on something else.<quoted text>
Sorry honey, you are being dishonest with me and yourself.
You are not responsible for your father's abuse. However, YOU had millions of options. There were hundreds of people you could have gone to.
You are responsible for your reaction. If you don't have the courage to accept that responsibility, You WILL become an abuser.
In fact, that is what you try to do with me!
You didn't censor me because my mind was made up (what about YOUR mind being changed???), your foolishness was exposed, so rather than admit it, you ignored it, and then lied about it.
Time to get real girl.
And in regards to that- want me to explain more? I will.
I was underage, no other family, homeschooled so no teachers or friends, no friends outside of the family, I did tell multiple people and they didn't believe me (and people I tell today often don't) because my father is a successful man. Couldn't leave because I was underage with nowhere to go that he wouldn't find me, no money to do so anyway seeing as if I took any he would know.
So yeah, I'm responsible for my reaction. I sincerely apologize to you for being a severely depressed and self conscious 7-12 year old girl with no one to turn to, considering even when I went out of my way to tell people they passed it off as lies. And to add on to that you obviously don't understand, but when someone's the only family you have left and you're at a young age it can be quite hard to immediately despise them and ruin their lives even if you can.
I'm not going to become an abuser, I'd like you to show me a study where it says 100% of abused kids become abusive adults if they don't realize it's completely their fault for not leaving. I'm guessing you can't find one, but feel free to waste your time looking as you apparently think it's true.