there is stuff you can choose and stuff you cannot.<quoted text>
There are several things that you can choose to do but sooner or later your choice is of no matter. Take breathing for example. You can choose to hold your breath but you cannot hold it as long as you like. Your body's response will take over and whether you choose to or not you will breathe. There will never be a chosen death by suicide by not breathing. lol
knowing your body will fight back, you can always choose to hang yourself.
I don't recommend it, as your choices are somewhat limited after the event.