Nothing...ever...happens. Nothing. Nothing even remotely supernatural has ever occurred in all my years of walking this silly little planet populated by highly superstitious and unfinished creatures a.k.a. as human beings. 2000 plus years of nothing but unsubstantiated claims as to the power and wonder of your god, but not one trace of hard evidence. Nothing. I need more, a lot more, than nothing...<quoted text>
It is your opinion that God is nonexistent that prevents you from experiencing Him.
Utilize your common sense and logic. Tell me how that's got you convinced that God is nonexistent.
Why has god stopped showing himself as he did in the OT? He was never shy about sending angels earthward, throwing thunderbolts, destroying cities, you know, tangible evidence - something people could actually point to and say, "See, God's real." Did Jesus force his father into anger management classes?