Your gonna die, Aura. And you don't know when.<quoted text> No Dave I'm afraid irl that you wouldn't be able to shup.
So I would be forced to stuff a sock in your mouth and tie you up.
I would then get in trouble, possibly getting thrown in jail.
There are more than the religious preaching gloom and doom, but at least they preach a possible escape. Your group preaches "knowledge" is some sort of escape. It is to divert your from the reality of your physical existence WILL come to an end, and along with it, all of your thoughts and "living".
That "knowledge" won't do you a damn bit of good.
Look inside yourself for "knowledge".
Face your fears.