Your thoughts/fantasies, as put down here in your posts, are truly imbalanced. You dream of demons raping newborns, shooting newborns as a "happy" occasion, but you dare call yourself prolife? That is what's freaky.<quoted text>If the hospital lined infants up and shot them, you would be soooo happy, you are a sick freak.
Get some help, talk therapy, medication, whatever it takes. But please, quit unleashing your perversions on the rest of us.