You wouldn't know 'conscience' if it tripped you, and you landed on it naked. Same with 'Christ'.<quoted text>Wow, you are upset. Your conscience is bothering you. It should. You are shaken in your boots. YOU are weak. Christ can help you, if you just ask Him.
The relationship you have cultivated with your 'god', is not desirable to me...I'll continue to embrace the Divine spark within every living being. And perhaps give a little more effort to recognizing yours....somebody should. It's been buried and ignored most of your life.