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Hard-hitting Canadian post-grunge outfit My Darkest Days formed in the mid-2000s around the talents of singer/songwriter/guitarist Matt Walst, bass player Brendan McMillan, drummer Doug Oliver, and guitarist Sal Costa.
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#1 Dec 17, 2010
So Chad Kroeger gets to have EVERYTHING, & even the SMALLEST of things that I have get taken away from me. Somebody malicious hacked into my youtube accounts & deleted those accounts. My aliciacreature channel had over 100 videos! My aliciaarol1 channel had videos that I had put out there over 2 years ago! Of course, I didnít delete my youtube videos/youtube accounts when my youtube videos had about 30,000 hits, & my channels had about 20,000 hits combined! Even if you think I was DELUSIONAL for believing that Chad Kroeger wrote DARK HORSE for & about me (based on what he saw & read about me on my long ago ECTV channel called Aliciaís World) the fact is that if you have any compassion at all in your heart, you would realize that WHETHER I WAS DELUSIONAL OR NOT, I spent a good year believing that this man cared about me when he didnít care about me at all. I was REACHING out to & connecting with people via my youtube channels. I was in EMOTIONAL AGONY over this inexplicable Chad Kroeger thing, AND TRYING TO SAVE MY OWN PITIFUL LIFE! See, it was OK WITH MY ENEMIES (WHO FKING DESPISED ME FOR WHAT I WAS SAYING ABOUT CHAD KROEGER & ACCUSING CHAD KROEGER OF DOING TO ME) when I was just ranting & raving about how Chad Kroeger had broken my heart (something nobody believes because Chad Kroeger BROKE MY HEART even more by not telling the truth & clearing my name of all Stalker charges), but when I tried to reach out to people through my original poetry, songs, & EXTREMELY HONEST TALK on my youtube videos (to PROVE that I wasnít just some 500 lb, UGLY, lonely woman dreaming of being with a ďRock StarĒ)
#2 Dec 17, 2010
I just want to DIE, because even if all these things that caused me to believe that Chad Kroeger LOVED me were all coincidental, the very fact that thee UNIVERSE allowed something this ridiculous to happen to me who had already suffered far too much in life (since she was UNFORTUNATELY born) tells me 100% that Iím not wanted here! Strangers frequently tell me that Iím beautiful, yet the entire planet now thinks Iím nothing but a crazy, ugly STALKER of this ďRock StarĒ Chad Kroeger=IĒM IN HELL WITH NO WAY OUT SANS ONE!!!!!!
#3 Dec 17, 2010
I PI__D off my ENEMIES (who also HATED that my aliciacreature channel had about 20,000 visits & my videos had about 30,000 hits)! Somebody who HATED me closed 3 of my youtube accounts (including my pugís account), deleted my twitter account, set up my livejournal & myspace accounts to be deleted (but I stopped this from happening TO A POINT), deleted my blogspot page by closing my google accounts (that also caused my youtube accounts to close), opened up a second yahoo address (THAT I CANĒT FKING ACCESS BECAUSE I DONĒT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT), sends me NASTY emails from me or from ďsuspiciousĒ characters OVERSEAS (whom I ďapparentlyĒ contacted for ILLEGAL things),
#4 Dec 17, 2010
DELETED from all my email accounts THOUSANDS of my saved emails (thus literally cutting me off from contacting any of my friends via email), & has literally driven me mad from FEAR & lack of sleep, because I have had to (over the past few days) play Cat & Mouse with this person (where I changed passwords & validated emails on my accounts, & my ENEMY immediately changed them right back). This person knows where I live.. This person is LIKELY the same malicious soul who posted my real name & address out on my website that I temporarily shut down for the sake of my own PROTECTION! Unfortunately, the place Iíve been staying at made my passwords & activities easy enough to STEAL if somebody were so inclined & OUT TO GET ME)! I have nowhere to RUN, nobody to talk to, & NOBODY who can help me! Iím all ALONE. I didnít deserve for all of this to come down on me, especially when I was already DYING INSIDE (from so much other traumatic crap Iíd been through) before I started FALSELY believing that Chad Kroeger wanted to be with me! Now, forget it! This UNIVERSE itself has PROVEN to me that Iím unwanted here. My youtube accounts (where I could reach out to people & gain some sympathetic friends) were ALL that were keeping me from breaking down completelyÖ This is not gonna end good for me (I can tell ya that much). I just want (at this SAD juncture in my MOSTLY SAD & PAINFUL life) TO DIE! Due to my sheer TERROR of dying (& sheer TERROR while Iím still breathing) Iím gonna actually appeal to STRANGERS (via CL), but the bottom line is that Iím long past my BREAKING POINT in what has been my TOO LONG & MOSTLY SAD & LONELY existence. I not only wish that I had never been born (WISH IT LIKE YOU COULDNíTĒT EVEN FATHOM), but also CURSE my inability to do to myself what over 1 million EQUALLY lost & lonely souls do to themselves every year! One of the SICKEST things in regards to this MESS thatís gonna ultimately be THE END OF ME (my gut tells me) is that because I was busy believing that this ďRock StarĒ wanted me, I dropped about 40 pounds out of the 72 I had gained throughout my JOKE of a relationship with my psychologically abusive, now ex boyfriend. I look better than Iíve looked in years, yet Iím more miserable (& just wanting to DIE) that I have ever been in my life.***This just canít possibly end good for me when Iím ALL ALONE with my unbearable PAIN (where I wake up in emotional agony/tears every single day)Ö My enemy (who sent me an email calling me a narcissistic whore) literally STOLE from me my last connection with the world. My creating my little Kodak C713 youtube videos (in secret & w/out anybody;s help) didnít lessen my pain one iota, but it did just barely keep me going. Now, Iím done. If I could just say FK you to Chad & get on with my life that would be one thing, but when nobody believes me because chad refuses to come forward & tell the truth, I canít have any peace or closure. I just want to DIE, because even if all these things that caused me to believe that Chad Kroeger LOVED me were all coincidental, the very fact that thee UNIVERSE allowed something this ridiculous to happen to me who had already suffered far too much in life (since she was UNFORTUNATELY born) tells me 100% that Iím not wanted here! Strangers frequently tell me that Iím beautiful, yet the entire planet now thinks Iím nothing but a crazy, ugly STALKER of this ďRock StarĒ Chad Kroeger=IĒM IN HELL WITH NO WAY OUT SANS ONE!!!!!!
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