Oh you're so bored to death and need my professional advice on how to be good and happy.<quoted text>
Did you have a good group session in the day room today????LOL!!!
First, still stuck up in PH and not yet in Thailand? Just be patient and enjoy whatever PH can offer. Ignore the negative things that make you unhappy.
Never never search the bottom of a bottle as you careens from one off-kilter encounter to another in search of yourself. Act normal and offer some kindness to the beggars...and for sure God will bless you.