Look, either you know it or you don't.......and it has NOTHING to do with your book.......I'm sorry you can't grasp that.<quoted text>
So what is it? Reject the Bible?
If you look in other areas like the Gospel of Peter, the Gospel of Judas, the Gospel of Thomas or the Gospel of Mary Magdalene......you might find it, but seeing as you won't even look, you will remain true to a book that was written by Holy men who wanted to be Gods......and they weren't!!!