sad and hopless

Aiken, SC

#1 Mar 26, 2014
I am 77. sick of living have not seen dr in 10 years to me they are all pill pushing Mom and dad and aunts had dementia at my age and the medications made them worse They seemed to functioned till they saw the dr who put them on BP ,Heart meds etc. valium worked for me until they tried to switch to anti depressants which caused me to slit my wrists ,no hope and I do not want to live I feel sorry for family members but to avoid being a burden I must leave soon as I dare cannot figure the easiest way out slit my arm down to the wrists were there is a vein I was told by my sister who is a nurse.I came from MA where the drs were the best but still pill pushed. Colbert was the worse.he ruined my niece by putting her on all kinds of anti and tranquilizers and she took 58 at once to kill herself lots of suicides in my family. I told the as hole dr what she did OOH I didn't know he said I said she almost died with the pills you gave her he was my dr too. and he still gave her the same pills to fill his pocket not me i fight back with a foul mouth i do not care any more.I told him when he refused to give me my valium to go fuck himself and that's that. no dr is any good when your old if I were forced to go to a mental place I will refuse food make them kill me by being violent because I hate this whole fin greedy American society. I was a teen in the 50's and had the best of every thing and if I kill myself I plan to go back in time. I HOPE

Somerdale, NJ

#2 Mar 28, 2014
no no no. Please please don't do that. I searched for this forum because I want someone to talk to about depression. Someone who can relate- not a doctor who has failed me. Please keep your head up. Reach out to me and let's talk. I'm only 22 but I am more than interested in venting to each other. I think we both just need a friend. Please write back. You will honestly be on my mind and in my prayers for the rest of time. Please don't give up. Please

Aiken, SC

#4 Apr 3, 2014
Do you know that anti depressants can make you kill yourself or others My son worked with a dr back in MA He told me not to take these drugs This latest killing in texas was caused by medications anti depressants. My cousin a retired drug sales person told me drs make big money giving out these meds. I am old 76 and ONLY because of my son I will survive. Although I will not see a dr. Now going to dentist I do not trust here. Back in MA if you lost a filling my dentist would fill it Out here in Aiken they want to cap cap cap for money.. Its enough to make me so anxious I hate being old and god help you if you make it to 76 Its a night mare and I cannot get any help When I feel I am slipping mentally, more so then now or get sick I have to take my self out. This America has become a greedy country. I was a teen in the fabulous 50's. and I can brag now being old, I was really beautiful ,every part of my body was perfect full lips nose and eyes that were green A blonde hedy lamarr with a body like MM I was told. I felt I was too tall 5 ft 9.I look at my photos now and then and try to wish me back.I wish I could help you ,but at this time in my life I am useless

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