Nancy, there is hope out there. Try a therapist or a crisis center... there are people who are trained to help you and they actually care how you feel. It sounds to me like you deserve much better than your husband. Maybe it is time for a change in your life; your daughter absolutely deserves to have her mother around, happy and healthy.<quoted text>
I feel same except I haven't actually planned anything.
I am hurt beyond hurt.
My own husband hates me that's how I feel.
Why am I here? MY kids
I can't leave my daughter ,youngest one.
I know I won't be here forever and It makes me sad
Bottom line,my husband has mentally and optionally humiliated insults and it hurts on top of hurt.
My family (parents) care too much about everybody else to even care if we r OK.
Friemds? My last BFF for 30 yrs just stopped talking to me cause my hubby made sure to insult her too.
I didnt do anything but I realize now she wasn't a friend either.
I can go
ON and oN and ON but I'm still here.
Will take us... Where is God? I need him and he seems to not hear.
Keep praying but if that doesn't work for you then look for help in other places- there are so many people out there willing to help you, all you have to do is ask.