i really want to die...
HumanSpirit

High Springs, FL

#21 Mar 8, 2011
It seems that Anti-Depression drugs along with any psychotropic or anti-psychotic drugs will make you depressed.

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allalone

Durham, NC

#23 May 18, 2011
me too.
Sandy

United States

#24 Oct 1, 2011
I am done. I am a depressed person always have and it won't change. Meds,therapy,situational change,it doesn't matter. I am screwed up. My chemical make up is wrong for happiness. If God doesn't make mistakes then he created me to be miserable. I am also selfish. Yes I have a husband,daughter, mother, father, brother, sister, classroom full of kids but I don't care anymore that they will be sad if I die. I will finally not be the crazy one crying and yelling. My body won't feel like it is about to explode anymore. I won't have to claw myself to stay in control and feel something besides misery. I just have to do it the right way so that I don't make it worse by living through it. My grandmother and great grandfather both killed themselves and the rest of the world went on.

“Choose Life”

Since: Sep 11

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#25 Oct 1, 2011
God doesn't make mistakes Sandy, people do. Only what people call "mistakes" is usually sin, and unrepentant sin causes untold misery and torment because thats what allows Satan the right to come in and torment them.
If you aren't born again, and had your sprit awakened to God, then sin is your nature and Satan is your master. Man can't serve two masters. You may not deliberately sin, but it's part of your human nature, like it is all people. This is why Jesus Christ died, to pay a ransom for us, so that we could be set free from that sin nature.
Jesus doesn't want you to be miserable. You don't have to die. Please, turn to him,and repent of all your sins and ask forgiveness. He will come to you and bring new life and peace. Just give him the chance.
Pick up a bible and start feasting on God's Holy Word. Jesus said,"my word is Spirit and LIFE".It has the miraculous capacity to change you, heal you, give you peace of mind. You may want to scoff at what I'm saying but I've been where you are now, and Jesus came to me and set me free. If he could heal a big time sinner like me who was totally hopeless in my own eyes, then he can heal you just as well. You have nothing to loose and everything to gain. Give Jesus the keys to your heart, and watch and see what happens!
God bless you and I will pray for you that God will draw you by his Spirit.
Maria

United States

#26 May 6, 2012
Seems like everyone hates me or is mad @ me I feel worthless. I have humiliated myself & my family. I don't belong anywhere
Annjanette

Claremore, OK

#27 May 27, 2012
Maria wrote:
Seems like everyone hates me or is mad @ me I feel worthless. I have humiliated myself & my family. I don't belong anywhere
That's the way the world is Maria. Jesus showed me the kind of love that goes deeper than any human love I've ever known,(most of which was very shallow). Let Him love you and then you'll know what love is. If your family loves you they'll forgive whatever it is. If they don't, Jesus will. Give Him the chance to show you.

KayKane, the Russian Christian Street Preacher:
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Annjanette

Tulsa, OK

#30 Jul 12, 2012
Biggandy wrote:
Btw I'm atheist so the "god" thing doesn't work.. I need methadone.. I have the benzos and alcohol just need the meth then good bye I think
Big, God doesn't work for you-because-your an atheist. If you tell the facts, you've never really sought him with your whole heart, have you? And so now you want to do yourself in instead of opening up your heart? This would be your greatest mistake. Life doesn't end at death.

God has given multitudes of people new life in him, who thought their life was hopeless. Nothing is hopeless with God. You have nothing to loose, and everything to gain by reaching out to Jesus Christ. More powerful than the natural mind can comprehend. Ask Him.
Annjanette

Tulsa, OK

#31 Jul 12, 2012
http://www.testimonyshare.com/testimonies/del... 23rd, 2012
About 6 years ago, I went through the hardest time in my life. It started with a simple thought of worrying about something. The more I dwelt on it, the more it grew and grew into full blown anxiety/depression/hoplessness /fear. I couldn’t go shopping, ride in a car, lay down in bed, etc. without feeling panicky like my heart would explode. I had so much anxiety building up in my chest, it hurt. I even thought I was going to lose my mind. The depression wasn’t any better. I hated waking up in the morning because sleep was the only relief I had from my negative feelings. Fear had gripped me so tight I felt hopeless. I asked God “What did I do to deserve this!” I felt so alone in my pit.

I sought the Lord diligently with my whole heart. I cried out to Him for relief and devoured the Bible searching for any glimpse of hope. The Lord replied to me one day,“This too will pass.” I held so tightly to that word, especially during my low days. It was my glimmer of hope. Day by day, God did heal me. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t overnight by any means. However, it was little by little, day by day.

If you can relate to what I’ve written, know that God is greater than any sorrow you are going through. He wants us to cling to Him during the trials in our life. I promise you, if you run to Him as your refuge, He will deliver you too! He will heal you day by day, little by little. Trust Him!"
failure stucked

India

#32 Aug 3, 2012
i really want to die all because i am damn failure in my life since last 10 years . My age is 24 and i am lagging in everything which is usually routine for boy at that age. I am so angry that i probably will take life of those who are responsible for my situation....This life sucks...Nowadays i just want to take revenge ....i cant thing about good side of life ....i am seek of all things ... i am not understanding why this is happening to me....i going through utter disturbance.....nothing is helping
Annjanette

Grove, OK

#33 Aug 5, 2012
failure stucked wrote:
i really want to die all because i am damn failure in my life since last 10 years . My age is 24 and i am lagging in everything which is usually routine for boy at that age. I am so angry that i probably will take life of those who are responsible for my situation....This life sucks...Nowadays i just want to take revenge ....i cant thing about good side of life ....i am seek of all things ... i am not understanding why this is happening to me....i going through utter disturbance.....nothing is helping
No one,(other than you)is resposible for your situation. You may have the makings of another mass murderer. Please seek help immediately! Your local emergency room has all the facilities to help you get thru this crisis. Then, I earnestly suggest you seek spiritual help as well.
Please do not hurt or kill people.
me too

Northampton, MA

#34 Aug 6, 2012
I have been replaced by everyone I have ever loved since the ripe old age of 2 months. I lost the only relationship I ever cared about. I lost my unborn baby and it was entirely my fault. I am now addicted to drugs. I am addicted to alcohol. I am addicted to pain. I want to die.

so I know how you feel.

i keep going up this mountain and trying to throw myself off.

but i can't even do that right.
Annjanette

United States

#35 Aug 7, 2012
me too wrote:
I have been replaced by everyone I have ever loved since the ripe old age of 2 months. I lost the only relationship I ever cared about. I lost my unborn baby and it was entirely my fault. I am now addicted to drugs. I am addicted to alcohol. I am addicted to pain. I want to die.
so I know how you feel.
i keep going up this mountain and trying to throw myself off.
but i can't even do that right.
You are not alone. There are many of us who have been in what we thought were hopeless situations, but God is able to deliver you from drug addiction, alcoholism, failures and anything else life throws your way if you will just put your trust in Him. Read some of these stories, they are of real people just like you that God helped and set free.

http://www.testimonyshare.com/testimonies/del...
me too

Northampton, MA

#36 Aug 8, 2012
god isnt real. those people chose to believe in something that was inside them all along. i do not have that inside of me and i certainly do not belive there is some divine creator watching down on us.

that's just something for people to cling to when they don't want to accept reality, or they need to belive in something bigger than themselves. its not real.

those people helped themselves.

where do you go when you no longer want to help yourself? when you simply want to destroy yourself.
Annjanette

United States

#37 Aug 12, 2012
me too wrote:
god isnt real. those people chose to believe in something that was inside them all along. i do not have that inside of me and i certainly do not belive there is some divine creator watching down on us.
that's just something for people to cling to when they don't want to accept reality, or they need to belive in something bigger than themselves. its not real.
those people helped themselves.
where do you go when you no longer want to help yourself? when you simply want to destroy yourself.
I'm sorry to say you know nothing about God because you are still unregenerate. Therefore, you are not qualified to speak for or analysis why people believe in God. What you're doing is like looking at the surface of water in a lake or the ocean and saying there's nothing in there, just because you can't see anything from your personal vantage point.

Fortunate and blessed is the person that has come to believe and experience the reality of God.
me too

Northampton, MA

#38 Aug 20, 2012
Annjanette wrote:
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I'm sorry to say you know nothing about God because you are still unregenerate. Therefore, you are not qualified to speak for or analysis why people believe in God. What you're doing is like looking at the surface of water in a lake or the ocean and saying there's nothing in there, just because you can't see anything from your personal vantage point.
Fortunate and blessed is the person that has come to believe and experience the reality of God.
no, i know quite a bit about your "god" seeing as i was raised going to church, reading the bible and believing all that shit that i now know isn't true. i am probably more "qualified" than you are. you don't know me or my past. just because i don't believe doesn't mean i don't know what i'm talking about lady. what you're doing is like looking at the surface of water in a lake or the ocean and saying theres a lochness monster in there, just because you want to think there is.

you just keep on shoving your beliefs down other people's throats, see how far that gets you.

god isn't real.
me too

Northampton, MA

#39 Aug 20, 2012
"Fortunate and blessed is the person that has come to believe and experience the reality of God."

sweetie, let us get one thing straight right now. your "experience" and "reality" is not coming from god, it is coming from inside of you. there is no outside higher power, it comes from your yearning to believe, your need for something more. there is nothing "real" about god and you don't experience god either; you experience what you want to experience in regards to a higher power. i don't expect someone like you to understand.
Amy

Gurgaon, India

#40 Sep 28, 2012
Hey, I am amy I really I have no idea about the depression you are going through see even a have a lot of disaster in my life I mean I am lonely and some more private issues and even I tried to you know suicide by Jumping down but I couldn't you know why? Because I had a lady waiting for me at home my mom. I just recalled the smile that comes on her face and I am the reason to it... so just think maybe your kids are happy because you are the reason to it? don't you think..? don't be the reason to their tears. I know its hard to live for others but you know try to enjoy your life, Find happiness and positive points for something don't always see the bad side. I think it will make it a bit easier for you
Anyways the decision is yours :)
Thinkin out loud

United States

#41 Oct 13, 2012
Sandy wrote:
I am done. I am a depressed person always have and it won't change. Meds,therapy,situational change,it doesn't matter. I am screwed up. My chemical make up is wrong for happiness. If God doesn't make mistakes then he created me to be miserable. I am also selfish. Yes I have a husband,daughter, mother, father, brother, sister, classroom full of kids but I don't care anymore that they will be sad if I die. I will finally not be the crazy one crying and yelling. My body won't feel like it is about to explode anymore. I won't have to claw myself to stay in control and feel something besides misery. I just have to do it the right way so that I don't make it worse by living through it. My grandmother and great grandfather both killed themselves and the rest of the world went on.
I know this is a year later but I just found this. I must say ditto. No one has ever summed up my emotions and how I feel like this woman. I can't do anything right for doing something wrong ... No matter how hard I try! I get to work myself to death and watch my daughter and husband enjoy life ... Im worn out, lost, miserable, tired. Tired of being miserable and what seems like in the way. My husband has had 3 affairs and I thought we worked it out but then I found out I have cancer and I have dealt with every single appointment alone. He's very distant and tells me constantly I'm not good enuf but he loves me. My job just got transferred to a different dept and the boss there hates me and I'm not sure why. I truly am a quite and honest hard working person but she picks on me every single day sometimes spending hours tearing me down. I'm just tired of being everyone's punching bag. I too have my plan. I'm tired of being in the way and supporting everyone else's fun while I bust my ass... Sandy if your still there I know how you feel. I'm selfish too
Carolyn

Parsons, WV

#42 Nov 20, 2012
I also believe in all of the doomsday scenario theories, maybe not 12/21/12 necessarily but the antichrist is here and working for successfully on his timeline for even more horrible things to come especially for us Americans...for transition into a new age of peace brought on by Christ at least for a little while. I think I wanted to see this great prophesied doomsday but for what? Not so sure I can make it that long. Holidays are the greatest obstacle to that.
Listen to Chris

Claremore, OK

#45 Dec 5, 2012
ShAkE YoUr 4 mE 123 wrote:
<quoted text>my life is nothn but a joke my family hates me my mothr and fther both cannot stand me livin mylife is equal to death.. i hate myself everyday i hate everyon even if sme1 looks at me id get angry.. i havr zero friends zero family suport and no girl wnts me.. i runaway frm home alot and cry in my room .. i wish wish their wass a painless wy to die id do right now if i could
There is no way to die painlessly in the condition your in, just don't do this. Depression is temporary. Eternity is forever, and for the unsaved, not a place you'd want to spend it.

Lots of us were once depressed, and been delivered and healed by Jesus. Go with that. It's your only way out, and it's the best way. Listen to what Chris from Atlanta had to say on this thread, and some of these, and Christ will respond to you as well.

http://www.testimonyshare.com/when-i-was-a-te...

He doesn't play favorites. He loves you too. Your kids need you.

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