really depressed student

really depressed student

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eleven_11

Bagumbayan, Philippines

#1 Oct 4, 2012
i saw my grades. my exam scores were really low. i think i'm gonna fail AGAIN. i'm really having a hard time as a computer science student. i just don't see my future in it. i've already failed a lot of subjects now i'm delayed for about a year now and will be extended for i think maybe one year again (i'm studying a four year course, i'm on my fifth year now). my parents expect me to graduate this year. i still haven't told them of my failures. i'm losing my drive to pursue my study.

add to that my parents' unsupportiveness. they only give me 400pesos(roughly $8.00) weekly allowance(btw, i'm living in a dormitory). there were days when i just eat cheap bread just to silence my protesting stomach.

also, i had an abortion a few months ago. i always have nightmares. my conscience is haunting me.

i don't know what to do. i want to talk to someone.:(
Shasha

New York, NY

#2 Oct 12, 2012
Yes you need to talk to someone. You can go to your school counselor for help with regards to your depression. You also need to be honest with your parents. They are bound to understand your situation if you tell them what you are going through rather than just keeping it all to yourself and suffering quietly. Your problem may even worsen if you do not get help now. This site http://www.zoloftsertralinebirthdefects.com would give you information on how Zoloft affects young students.
Jaheem

Prague, Czech Republic

#3 Sep 24, 2013
I have ordered 2 times from this website PILLSMEDSHOP. COM . I called yesterday the customer care and asked for a discount as i was about to order twice the regular amount.
Charleen

UK

#4 Jan 30, 2014
I've been on Effexor from http://goo.gl/TRCx1y only one week but am cautiously very optimistic. Prior to this I was on citalopram but still feeling very low and sleeping poorly, feeling like I needed to be in bed 12-16 hours a day. Now I am waking naturally after only 8 hours sleep and finding it much easier to concentrate at work. I can hardly believe it is working so quickly but I feel so much better. I've had no side effects.

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