Peterborough, Canada

#1 May 29, 2011
Ive never posted on something like this but I have had suicidal feelings for as long as I remember. Recently the urge has been stronger than ever. I just got out of the relationhip I thought would last my whole life. My girlfriend cheated on me multiple times on a trip, then came home and dumped me and now refuses to even talk to me. I have tried everything I truly thought she was the one. I put everything I had into it. About 2 years ago I lost my mom. Which has left me sad and alone much of my time. I am currently unemployed and spend most days handing out resume after resume and than being home alone thinking of her. I research suicide daily. I have the urge constantly. I just cant leave my dad alone. Thats the only thing stopping me. I really feel like I have nothing going for me and I cant see her with someone else. Id rather be dead than see that. I know she can do better. It was only a matter of time I guess. Anyone who even replies to this will make my day because I just sit alone all day thinking with nobody to hear my thoughts. I never thought Id post on a forum like this but its nice to know someone is even hearing what Im saying.

Thanks a lot

United States

#2 May 31, 2011
Dude no one is worth all that move on. If she cheated your better off without her. Just take one day at a time change one little thing each day and after awhile your life will change around. You get out of life what you put in it. Start investing in yourself.
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#4 Oct 2, 2013
I hope you still can see the replies. And I hope you are okey now, the best helper in your situation is time. Over two years the great things happened in your life, i believe that. Good luck, remember, life is great no matter what!

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