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Since: Aug 10
#1 Aug 9, 2010
No one sees why I ware long sleaves
No one sees the pain that is too srong to bare
no one sees the scars
but when I look to my arm all I can see is the crimson lines
Oh the release I feel when the blade brakes the skin
Oh the release that flows
flows like the crimson from my cuts
no one sees how thay pushed me too far
to them i'm just the bad teen
but thay dont know the hell and pain that I hide from them
so I go runing for the sweet release to make the pain bareable
but how iam i to keep my promise when i need the release so bad
I'm dying from this pain
dose anyone care?
so the only one i can trust is god
the only one i can talk to is god
the only one who sees me is god
#2 Aug 12, 2010
God saw this man who cut too, just like you, and Jesus healed him and set him free. It's the same thing, sis. God bless you. You can be healed as well.
1And they came over unto the other side of the sea, into the country of the Gadarenes.
2And when he was come out of the ship, immediately there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit,
3Who had his dwelling among the tombs; and no man could bind him, no, not with chains:
4Because that he had been often bound with fetters and chains, and the chains had been plucked asunder by him, and the fetters broken in pieces: neither could any man tame him.
5And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones.
6But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him,
7And cried with a loud voice, and said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the most high God? I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not.
8For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit.
9And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.
10And he besought him much that he would not send them away out of the country.
11Now there was there nigh unto the mountains a great herd of swine feeding.
12And all the devils besought him, saying, Send us into the swine, that we may enter into them.
13And forthwith Jesus gave them leave. And the unclean spirits went out, and entered into the swine: and the herd ran violently down a steep place into the sea,(they were about two thousand;) and were choked in the sea.
14And they that fed the swine fled, and told it in the city, and in the country. And they went out to see what it was that was done.
15And they come to Jesus, and see him that was possessed with the devil, and had the legion, sitting, and clothed, and in his right mind: and they were afraid.
16And they that saw it told them how it befell to him that was possessed with the devil, and also concerning the swine.
17And they began to pray him to depart out of their coasts.
18And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.
19Howbeit Jesus suffered him not, but saith unto him, Go home to thy friends, and tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee, and hath had compassion on thee.
#3 Aug 15, 2010
Broken hearted too......
I'm close to giving up.
Even cutting won't help me.
Just totally alone.
I don't even want to reach out to friends.
I don't care if I wake up.
I've been beaten by this life.
Right now there is nothingness..........
#4 Aug 15, 2010
I will never forget this short prophecy the LORD spoke some years ago..."Discipline...My people need discipline. Read My Word and pray. Otherwise, Satan will destroy them, pretty much like the Bible says."
That's all He said at that time, but it was A LOT! And every word true.
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#6 Jan 30, 2014
I've been on Effexor from http://goo.gl/LXY9gr only one week but am cautiously very optimistic. Prior to this I was on citalopram but still feeling very low and sleeping poorly, feeling like I needed to be in bed 12-16 hours a day. Now I am waking naturally after only 8 hours sleep and finding it much easier to concentrate at work. I can hardly believe it is working so quickly but I feel so much better. I've had no side effects.
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