Why should I feel guilty???

[overwhelmed]

Alcohol. Bipolar. Rehab. Suicide attempt (my fault of course.) Financial irresponsibility. Affairs (nothing really happened, promise.) Social isolation/embarrassment. Hypersexuality/bisexuality.
Yep, fought this battle for years. So why do I feel guilty about ending the marriage? God knows I have made mistakes....
Maybe its because I have been told for so long that I am wrong.
IF ONLY YOU (me) WOULD CHANGE. IF ONLY THIS, IF ONLY THAT.
I am allowing myself to feel guilty BECAUSE I have been told it is all me, and I'll be damned, it worked like a charm.
Sorry, you pulled a bad gene and were cursed with bipolar, HOWEVER, you were given chances that most people with this disease would beg for, and you arrogantly ignored and flew in the face of wisdom and experience.
Now you are sorry, repentant and stabilized. Now. But guess what? You have left a trail of destruction, distaste, fear, anger and resentment.
Thank you, for it will take forever for me to trust again. Yep, I have allowed you to do this to me.
But it is my fault, right??

[dentec]

I say run like your ass is on fire ! you are only responsible for you ! You shouldn't feel guilty, who ever is telling you that is full of CRAP ! I say you have put up with more than enough get the hell out ! and yes I have Bipolar Disorder. This guy won't take responsibility for himself and probably never will, Bipolar Disorder isn't an excuse for radical behavior,he may have a list of other disorders Bipolar doesn't make you Bisexual, a Liar, a Cheat, a Jerk.at some point the person who has Bipolar Disorder has to wake up and understand whats going on and get help, I did 15+yrs ago, unfortunately some never do.You have nothing to feel guilty about.