Byr for now guys;)

[Stephyann]

(& yes, this' the REAL ME, STEPHYANN) I dont know why its gray & keeps saying Stephyannt, not showing my pic, but you can tell from my grammar & rather long wording it's me!! LOL Long story short, as a few people know, I've started my taper & been clean for a WHOLE TWO DAYS NOW...YAAAY!! For us, that's HUGE!! I just DO NOT want to be a slave to the pills anymore. & what this website has become, selling threads, telling people how to get high, it's just not healthy for me right now to check it for a while. Feel free to PM me as many of you have & I will answer, wish me good luck, & have a great, happy, & safe 4th everybody!! & Thank you to each & every one of you who helped me along the way as well :) MUUAAHH!!!

[Stephyann]

Of course I meant BYE for now guys, SHEESH!!! ;)

[Stephyann]

I'm a dumbass, maybe I'm not logged in??? DUH!! But my stupid I-Phone screws me up!!! Anyway...Thanks again everyone. Take care!!!!

[Timetochoose]

Stephyann wrote:

I'm a dumbass, maybe I'm not logged in??? DUH!! But my stupid I-Phone screws me up!!! Anyway...Thanks again everyone. Take care!!!!

Take care of yourself & if you need anything please let me know. You are a sweet person & I wish you all the best. Good luck & take care of yourself & your wonderful children!

[Stephyann]

Timetochoose wrote:

<quoted text>Take care of yourself & if you need anything please let me know. You are a sweet person & I wish you all the best. Good luck & take care of yourself & your wonderful children!

Aww, thank you Timetochoose!! You're so Adorable!! Hopefully when Im stronger I'll be back ;) just seeing all this "Opana" "Oxycontin" bs just doesnt help, you know? Hey keep in touch, don't be a stranger, ok? You & I actually have a lot more im common than not! Wont get itnto it on here now but if you wanma chat Id love to sometimes ;) You take care love!!!

[jimmy olsen]

Peace Biotch see ya when you relapse bahahaha

[Timetochoose]

jimmy olsen wrote:

Peace Biotch see ya when you relapse bahahaha

Why don't you go drink a nice tall glass of bleach? Or better yet get a life & leave people who you don't know anything about alone? Go somewhere else with your bs drama.

Have a nice day

[Muhammed_Atta]

Good luck Stephyann!! ;)

[nyhockey3]

I don't know you but good luck... I wish you success :)

[Stephyann]

Timetochoose wrote:

<quoted text>Why don't you go drink a nice tall glass of bleach? Or better yet get a life & leave people who you don't know anything about alone? Go somewhere else with your bs drama.

Have a nice day

You tell em girl so I don't have to ;)
But....He can suck my ball$$ for all I care. There's no re-lapse here. These plastic pills make me very very sick, so there's nothing to re-laps on dip$hit!! Not that you need-no wait-DESERVE an explanation...But there ya have it. Now go hit your crack pipe/do your meth & stop commenting on someone's thread you know nothing about. Peace out. Oh, & thanks again TTC ;)

[Timetochoose]

Stephyann wrote:

<quoted text>You tell em girl so I don't have to ;)
But....He can suck my ball$$ for all I care. There's no re-lapse here. These plastic pills make me very very sick, so there's nothing to re-laps on dip$hit!! Not that you need-no wait-DESERVE an explanation...But there ya have it. Now go hit your crack pipe/do your meth & stop commenting on someone's thread you know nothing about. Peace out. Oh, & thanks again TTC ;)

He is a she and she is a coward hiding behind a fake name

Your welcome! And your right relapse doesn't have to be a part of recovery. Keep up the good work & stay strong

[Stephyann]

Muhammed_Atta wrote:

Good luck Stephyann!! ;)

Awww!!! Thank you Atta!! I'll SOO miss your comments/no-wait-DESERVED INSULTS!!! I'm on day 2 CLEAN so far, Im ok, but no sleep w/active kids SUUUUCKS!! My 8yr old daughter wants 2 go 2 the pool every day, & the lil social butterfly (NO IDEA WHERE SHE GETS IT..LOL) & my 14yr old son, who is 5'8" & a 203lb linebacker (he's HUGE lol-as Im only 5'3" & 120 lbs) he has 2-a-days in the BLAZING HEAT/SUN (its 98 degrees here near Cincy!!) It's tough being active but by God I do it because it's my kids lives & that's why I'm doing this!!! Anyway Atta you take care, & keep GIVIN' EM HELL HONEY!!! ;) Steph

[Stephyann]

ButterCups67 wrote:

I know we don't know each other, but wanted to wish you the best Stephyann! It's a smart decision to stay away from things, places, and people that trigger cravings and could make it harder to do what you're doing. Take care!!

Aww thank you very much ButterCups67! Very wise words of wisdom!!! ;)

[Stephyann]

I do have to say its driving me crazy my picture & all aren't showing up!, what happened?? My daughter played on my I Phone but didn't think she could've changed anything...Just annoying!!! Grrr

[Stephyann]

But now it is showing up on my I-Pad....WTF LOL I don't want people thinking this isn't me (someone made a fake me already lol) so just let me if you can see my pic & see my e-mail I case anyone wants to email me ;)

[Timetochoose]

Stephyann wrote:

But now it is showing up on my I-Pad....WTF LOL I don't want people thinking this isn't me (someone made a fake me already lol) so just let me if you can see my pic & see my e-mail I case anyone wants to email me ;)

Hey Steph send me a PM with your email & I will check on you once in a while :) Jenn

[Stephyann]

Timetochoose wrote:

<quoted text>Hey Steph send me a PM with your email & I will check on you once in a while :) Jenn

Message sent to you Jenn, let me k ow if you got it. Hope you're enjoying some fireworks, my big popular 14yr olds at a party, me & my snuggle bug are out in out lounger watching them in our subdivision, they take some of our HOA & cover our pool up keep, keep our pond stocked/cleaned, & coolest part is they put a big 4th party out w/huge fireworks & everything. Hope you're enjoying your nite as well ;) We'll talk later love ;) Steph

[SOPHIE713]

Timetochoose wrote:

<quoted text>
Why don't you go drink a nice tall glass of bleach? Or better yet get a life & leave people who you don't know anything about alone? Go somewhere else with your bs drama.
Have a nice day

LOL that's funny. Good for you!

[CiaMarie]

Stephyann wrote:

<quoted text>
You tell em girl so I don't have to ;)
But....He can suck my ball$$ for all I care. There's no re-lapse here. These plastic pills make me very very sick, so there's nothing to re-laps on dip$hit!! Not that you need-no wait-DESERVE an explanation...But there ya have it. Now go hit your crack pipe/do your meth & stop commenting on someone's thread you know nothing about. Peace out. Oh, & thanks again TTC ;)

Hi Stephyann. I go by the name CiaMarie but I am Stephy also and also called Stevie. Although I have never talked with you before, your post touched me and I wanted to wish you all the luck and blessings in the world, because like you I too do not wish to stay a slave to these green demons. And when they changed the Opana ER, well, that was certainly a wake-up call for myself as well. I call them the green demons, and that is what they were. I just wanted to let you know it is refreshing to read what you said about these, and have a feeling we were kind of in the same boat, and I too, am making the effort to leave it all behind. It is time, after years of Opana, oxycodone, methadone, any type of opiate, and I have done it and I too am at the point where I just want to start fresh and by doing so, maybe some of the bad luck I have encountered will make a complete turnaround for myself and wish nothing but the best for you also. So please do not pay attention to those that "wish" you to relapse. Surround yourself with positive people and positive thoughts and I'm sure that you will do just fine. I am pulling for you and anyone who has had this problem, as I have too, but with God's help, all we have to do is take one step forward to Him, and he will take two steps towards us. Have a blessed holiday and years to come. I just felt the need to connect with you after reading your post and some of the negative comments you received from people who I guess just are not ready yet to make that change. But by no means, should they seem to "hope you will fail". You are someone who is going through pretty much what I am going through, and felt the need to connect with you and let you know there are people that care and wish nothing but the best for you and understand what you are going through because your story sounds so much like my own. God Bless you Stephyann and be assured there are many people who are feeling and going through what you are, and you are not alone.

[Timetochoose]

Stephyann wrote:

<quoted text>Message sent to you Jenn, let me k ow if you got it. Hope you're enjoying some fireworks, my big popular 14yr olds at a party, me & my snuggle bug are out in out lounger watching them in our subdivision, they take some of our HOA & cover our pool up keep, keep our pond stocked/cleaned, & coolest part is they put a big 4th party out w/huge fireworks & everything. Hope you're enjoying your nite as well ;) We'll talk later love ;) Steph

Hi Steph. Happy your having a nice night. I did get your message and I will send you an email soon. I had a nice day. Had a BBQ w family & saw some fireworks at the shore :) now its thunder, lightning & raining which is just fine with me it's past my bedtime anyway! Time to snuggle w my honey. Something about snuggling during a storm makes it that much more snuggly ttys sweetie. Jenn