Quite frankly no one cares about your past because you are such a bitch. You have so many issues as shown by your attacks on this forum. Are you from a broken home? I for one bet your parents would not be very proud that their girl is full of such hate. I would estimate you've gone through various "friends" and have no long term relationships.<quoted text>
I thought you might enjoy that SL. The Koo koo is old words that your Mom use to call you right?
Is it OK if you tell this forum, about your best horse and the trainer. It is pretty unlikely, you were ever affiliated with any Derby Horse period. The closest you ever came, was back in the barn area somewhere. What really tells the most about your fantasy is the farm you inherited, and NO HORSES. Have you turned it into a small truck garden? I think you are full of it. The sad part, people believe you. Not so with someone that know a head full about horses. I have been around horses all my life. I have attended the huge Derby Parties in Prospect, near Harrods Creek. Should I name you the pegasus parade queen? I guess you have a big story to tell on that one also. You probably bring down a huge Hot Air balloon also. Maybe fly a plane in Thunder Over Louisville. Talk about that while you are at it.
Do you see a therapist for all this hate or do you just eat, drink and drug your issues away.