As to where I live and what it indicates, well that kinda depends on what your value, doesn't it? If you value things like sameness and keeping up with the Joneses, then choosing my life would be pretty much an indicator of self-hatred.<quoted text>
You are the one who has voluntarily left your comfortable upper middle class upbringing to live in ghetto conditions. Sort of like the Duchess of Nottingham going to live amongst the African aborigines. Can we say self-hatred of the highest order? Can we say White Guilt to an extreme?
You are the sick one.
You are the one who hates our founding fathers, traditions and values.
If, on the other hand, one values authenticity, human differences, solid wood doors in brick edifices, then a move to a split level on a cul-de-sac would be an indication of self-loathing.
But, perhaps you would be so kind as to explain what specific values, traditions and founding fathers you believe that I hate. And then explain what I have ever actually said (you can leave out all the presumed "all you liberals ..." rhetoric, just the facts, please) that lead you to that conclusion.
Because I hold that your conclusion in wrong.