Antioch man charged with murder in grandmother's death

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please usevlower case...its more readable....my feelings to Jeremy and those who care

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

this is so sad wrote:

Sorry for your loss, I wish that we could take it back and heal your pain .Our prayers go out to you and your family .

THANK YOU, BUT THIS PAIN WILL NEVER HEAL! PEACE

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

posting here wrote:

please usevlower case...its more readable....my feelings to Jeremy and those who care

GET A LIFE! PEACE

[giver]

all i have to say is..love..that family was awsome.
i always called jeanie grandma cxuz she wass like mii grangma..
so was so nice n always was there 4 everyone..

[emurray]

my name is eric ive known most of u that have left comments.its funny how people talk shit behind my back then put on a clown face and kiss my ass when im around. what did i ever do to u terri,paul,bev and whoever else left remarks aimed at me. this may just well be unknowen daughters way to grieve,so why add fuel to see how many words she can type in retort? ive stayed out of the fighting because thats what i believe my nana would have wanted wait to all the facts are in how can anyone make a logical thought about this with out all the facts, i have my own son now and it pains me to see the rest of my family tear itself apart,i thought this tragedy would have brought us together jokes on me,ton any one who wants to say something to my face [e-mail] as far as those who dont know me if u did you wouldnt run your mouth so reckless.and as far as terris comment how could u say that if that were true why would u guys let me stay by u multiple times after u claimed that happened the only fag i ever liked was my uncle jeff,those who know me know its true,truth is i wouldnt even hug,or shake jeremeys hand,paul u know this. speak up man for years i was your son and now ur gonna go along with this.i have done nothing to u or yours so leave my name off your breath please.when i was a child i was told who to love now that i am a man i choose, those who had my love still do.may god help those who need it and those who dont know they need it.

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

giver wrote:

all i have to say is..love..that family was awsome.
i always called jeanie grandma cxuz she wass like mii grangma..
so was so nice n always was there 4 everyone..

YOU BET SHE WAS AND BELIEVED IN THEM EVEN THROUGH ALL THE DISAPPOINTMENTS. THANK YOU, PEACE!

[GLnamesake]

I will not add to any of the ignorance that i have read by many. I loved my Nana she was like my best friend. She was a woman who was not perfect by any standard and was taken b/c of greedshe deserved to acsend in a peaceful way not by the hands of a twisted liar. That same greed has torn a family into shreds. I am A Lowrey and yes I do have mental illnesses more so than Jeremy ever did and look it up I have snapped but never recalled it and wanted to end my life on many occassion b/c of the things i did when i wasn't all there. What bothers me about jeremy's claims of insanity is this :1 he waited until my father and brother left to act. 2 he looted her belongings before she was even fully dead. 3. he made sure she suffered. 4. he tried to cover his tracks. So from my 1st hand experience with going over the edge you have no logic thought process there is no waiting, theres is no checking if she was dead, there is no concept for torture only primitive instinct, lastly you don't cover your tracks. It takes planning to wait for something. It takes thought to ensure suffering. It also takes thought to hide your tracks. So I will see him in hell b/c I will be there so he suffers and not only feels her pain but the pain that has echoed throughout my family and my families friends for all eternity. I know that shows my sight on things but the only reason he still breathes is b/c I told my friends not to send him release. Everyday my heart grows darker and my will to love ceases more and more. But Jeanie Lowrey would not want me to be this way and that is why I am letting this out. On may 17th,2008 not just one person died but many to me. So you tell me if God writes the book of life and sends his angels to protect then where were they??? She was a devout christian who loved everyone so much she would give and give and give until she had nought but the clothes on her back. So if I am damned for not believing in GOD then I am damned and have been for years. I believe this every religion has a greater God a creator from East to west so that means there is truth in that but how can I go by and put my faith into a book that man rewrote and rewrote in so many forms that the truth is just a blurr. I believe that its not who nor what you believe but the fact that you do believe and My nana on mothers day finally accepted that and gave me a keychain but it was a dreamcatcher i look up at it everynight b4 i sleep and every morning after i sleep. The funny thing was I told her i didn't want it but she said and I quote :" you never know when you might need it." All this negativity and circus of her death has made me so numb to life that I don't even leave my home so that I'm one less crazy the world has to worry about. Thats the truth if you want to rant and rave you will but I will be the sparkle in murky water of this situation.

[GLnamesake]

this is something I wrote the day we found out.
A Beacon
When the darkness engulfs us and when the storm winds howl waring our strength,
When the candle of our soul flickers and starts to fade,
She will be the beacon in the darkness guiding us on the path,
She will shelter us from the storm to give us strength,
And her strength will NEVER let the candle of our soul flicker nor fade,
She will be with us ALWAYS wrapping her wings around us forever & Never letting us go,
For her love is endless and within her heart and ours It will FOREVER grow
But for mysake I will say this if Christians have Jesus as their savior who died for their sins then my family has her and if you didn't notice that we need saving even from ourselves.....
Hey NANA I still remember reading is the key to the world but Math is the umph to get the door open
I will never get over this even with time and therapy but at least if not for you Nana I'd still be too scared to show my face so I take from this my martyr and the strength she gave me through her to state all that is here. I only wish that my turning point was b/c of better things. But that shows how far down I really was and this was the only change therefore it is My beacon that pulled me from the Hell I made in my head.
I only wish that EVERY1 could just let her rest in peace instead of warring over Earthly Belongings that will wither and fade to dust
GENE ALLEN LOWREY
I will see you again Nana if i keep what you taught me in my head and not let My demon run the show

[GLnamesake]

this is something I wrote the day we found out.

A Beacon
When the darkness engulfs us and when the storm winds howl waring our strength,
When the candle of our soul flickers and starts to fade,
She will be the beacon in the darkness guiding us on the path,
She will shelter us from the storm to give us strength,
And her strength will NEVER let the candle of our soul flicker nor fade,
She will be with us ALWAYS wrapping her wings around us forever & Never letting us go,
For her love is endless and within her heart and ours It will FOREVER grow

But for mysake I will say this if Christians have Jesus as their savior who died for their sins then my family has her and if you didn't notice that we need saving even from ourselves.....


Hey NANA I still remember reading is the key to the world but Math is the umph to get the door open
I will never get over this even with time and therapy but at least if not for you Nana I'd still be too scared to show my face so I take from this my martyr and the strength she gave me through her to state all that is here. I only wish that my turning point was b/c of better things. But that shows how far down I really was and this was the only change therefore it is My beacon that pulled me from the Hell I made in my head.
I only wish that EVERY1 could just let her rest in peace instead of warring over Earthly Belongings that will wither and fade to dust

GENE ALLEN LOWREY
I will see you again Nana if i keep what you taught me in my head and not let My demon run the show

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

emurray wrote:

my name is eric ive known most of u that have left comments.its funny how people talk shit behind my back then put on a clown face and kiss my ass when im around. what did i ever do to u terri,paul,bev and whoever else left remarks aimed at me. this may just well be unknowen daughters way to grieve,so why add fuel to see how many words she can type in retort? ive stayed out of the fighting because thats what i believe my nana would have wanted wait to all the facts are in how can anyone make a logical thought about this with out all the facts, i have my own son now and it pains me to see the rest of my family tear itself apart,i thought this tragedy would have brought us together jokes on me,ton any one who wants to say something to my face [e-mail] as far as those who dont know me if u did you wouldnt run your mouth so reckless.and as far as terris comment how could u say that if that were true why would u guys let me stay by u multiple times after u claimed that happened the only fag i ever liked was my uncle jeff,those who know me know its true,truth is i wouldnt even hug,or shake jeremeys hand,paul u know this. speak up man for years i was your son and now ur gonna go along with this.i have done nothing to u or yours so leave my name off your breath please.when i was a child i was told who to love now that i am a man i choose, those who had my love still do.may god help those who need it and those who dont know they need it.

GOD BLESS YOU SON FOR TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING, BUT THEY ARE ANIMALS AND PAUL HAS TURNED THAT WAY FOR A P**. THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE, NONE OF THEM, THEY ARE STILL LYING NOW AND THEIR WILL NEVER BE PEACE FOR ANY OF THEM. I PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND YOUR COUSINS THAT ARE INNOCENT, BUT AS FOR THE PARENTS, THE GUILTY WILL PAY. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR BACK, BECAUSE THE EVIL LURKS ALL AROUND YOU. PAUL IS NOT A MAN ANYMORE, HE PROMISED YOU KIDS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS BE THEIR, BUT NOW THAT HE MADE HIS OWN DEMON SEED, HIS DEMON MISTRESS DEMANDED THAT HE DESTROY YOUR GUYS PICTURES AND GIFTS YOU GAVE HIM AND CARDS FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS. SHE DON'T CARE, SHE GOT WHAT SHE WANTS AND NEITHER DOES HER EX, THEY MADE DEMONS, RAISED THEM TO BE SPOILED AND GET THEIR WAY, AND NOW THEY WILL PAY THE PRICE. I PRAY MDM IS DOING WELL AND GETS BETTER. I LOVE YOU ALL, AND ALWAYS WILL, BUT YOUR BETTER WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW, AND OUT OF THE LINE OF FIRE. I JUST TURNED IN 2 MORE PIECES OF EVIDENCE TO THE TASK FORCE, AND RECORDINGS OF JEREMY. THEY MET ME AT GRAMS LAST NITE. MORE THAN THIS HELL IS BREAKING LOOSE, BECAUSE OF LIARS AND THIEFS, AND USERS. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT NANA BELIEVED NOW, THEY TOOK ADVANTAGE OF HER BELIEFS AND HER LOVE AND USED HER CONTINUALLY, AND NOW THEY HAVE CONNED AND CONTINUED TO STILL, AND THE PROOF IS BEEN TURNED OVER. WATCH YOURS AND YOUR FAMS BACK, AND GENES. PEACE!

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

GLnamesake wrote:

I will not add to any of the ignorance that i have read by many. I loved my Nana she was like my best friend. She was a woman who was not perfect by any standard and was taken b/c of greedshe deserved to acsend in a peaceful way not by the hands of a twisted liar. That same greed has torn a family into shreds. I am A Lowrey and yes I do have mental illnesses more so than Jeremy ever did and look it up I have snapped but never recalled it and wanted to end my life on many occassion b/c of the things i did when i wasn't all there. What bothers me about jeremy's claims of insanity is this :1 he waited until my father and brother left to act. 2 he looted her belongings before she was even fully dead. 3. he made sure she suffered. 4. he tried to cover his tracks. So from my 1st hand experience with going over the edge you have no logic thought process there is no waiting, theres is no checking if she was dead, there is no concept for torture only primitive instinct, lastly you don't cover your tracks. It takes planning to wait for something. It takes thought to ensure suffering. It also takes thought to hide your tracks. So I will see him in hell b/c I will be there so he suffers and not only feels her pain but the pain that has echoed throughout my family and my families friends for all eternity. I know that shows my sight on things but the only reason he still breathes is b/c I told my friends not to send him release. Everyday my heart grows darker and my will to love ceases more and more. But Jeanie Lowrey would not want me to be this way and that is why I am letting this out. On may 17th,2008 not just one person died but many to me. So you tell me if God writes the book of life and sends his angels to protect then where were they??? She was a devout christian who loved everyone so much she would give and give and give until she had nought but the clothes on her back. So if I am damned for not believing in GOD then I am damned and have been for years. I believe this every religion has a greater God a creator from East to west so that means there is truth in that but how can I go by and put my faith into a book that man rewrote and rewrote in so many forms that the truth is just a blurr. I believe that its not who nor what you believe but the fact that you do believe and My nana on mothers day finally accepted that and gave me a keychain but it was a dreamcatcher i look up at it everynight b4 i sleep and every morning after i sleep. The funny thing was I told her i didn't want it but she said and I quote :" you never know when you might need it." All this negativity and circus of her death has made me so numb to life that I don't even leave my home so that I'm one less crazy the world has to worry about. Thats the truth if you want to rant and rave you will but I will be the sparkle in murky water of this situation.

GENE ALLAN YOU ARE NOT LIKE THE "LOWREYS" THAT ARE GUILTY, AND YOU WERE A LIGHT TO GRAM TOO. WE HAVE TALKED, I DO UNDERSTAND AND WHAT YOU BEEN TAUGHT IS WRONG. IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH IT IS THERE SEEK IT AND YOU WILL FIND. AS FOR THE THIEVING AND LYING, THAT IS NOT "HONORING THY MOTHER", NOR HAVE THEY FOR ALONG TIME, AND IT "IS NOT YOUR FAULT", IT IS THE WAY YOU WERE TAUGHT. GRAM WAS VERY PROUD OF ERIC AND YOU AS HER GRANDSONS. SHE LOVED ALL OF YOUS. BUT YOU ARE THE ONES WHO OFFERED TO HELP MORE THAN OTHERS AND THE ONES WHO SHOWED HER THE RESPECT ALONG WITH SERE. BUT I WILL NOT QUIT TIL THE UGLY TRUTH IS KNOWN, AND THE FILTH IS DESTROYED, BLOOD OR NOT. I DONT HAVE BUT A FEW FAMILY MEMBERS. THE ONE "THREAD OF HUMANITY" THAT KEPT ME GOING AND MADE ME STRONG AND TO BELIEVE WAS TAKEN, AND IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH 'GOD' OR THE ANGELS PROTECTING. IT HAD TO DO WITH "HER LOVING AND FORGIVING THE DEMONS WHO USED AND TOOK ADVANTAGE, WHO HOOVERED FOR 2 WEEKS TO GET HER PIN NUMBERS, AND KNEW SHE HAD OVER $10,000, IN CASH COMING IN THAT WEEK.

[UNKNOWN DAUGHTER]

emurray wrote:

my name is eric ive known most of u that have left comments.its funny how people talk shit behind my back then put on a clown face and kiss my ass when im around. what did i ever do to u terri,paul,bev and whoever else left remarks aimed at me. this may just well be unknowen daughters way to grieve,so why add fuel to see how many words she can type in retort? ive stayed out of the fighting because thats what i believe my nana would have wanted wait to all the facts are in how can anyone make a logical thought about this with out all the facts, i have my own son now and it pains me to see the rest of my family tear itself apart,i thought this tragedy would have brought us together jokes on me,ton any one who wants to say something to my face [e-mail] as far as those who dont know me if u did you wouldnt run your mouth so reckless.and as far as terris comment how could u say that if that were true why would u guys let me stay by u multiple times after u claimed that happened the only fag i ever liked was my uncle jeff,those who know me know its true,truth is i wouldnt even hug,or shake jeremeys hand,paul u know this. speak up man for years i was your son and now ur gonna go along with this.i have done nothing to u or yours so leave my name off your breath please.when i was a child i was told who to love now that i am a man i choose, those who had my love still do.may god help those who need it and those who dont know they need it.

This is jeanies other grand child sereena and i'm bipolar and i would never hurt anyone what my brother mother and gene say are true those sick pigs called my so called family are going to suffer for what has happened jeremy is fine there is nothing the matter with him he was tought to be disrespectful and to look down at adults through the teachings of his father and terri so as far as him being mental no i don't think so he is a spoiled f**twisted sick f*** i hope u fry