We, that have read the Bible, all know the horror tales within.<quoted text>
Well, I haven't read all your posts but I assume you are a Christian based on the posts I have read. If that's not true, then you can ignore the rest of what I'm saying.
God did in fact order the killing of children. The Amalekites, to be precise. Read 1 Samuel 15:2-3:
"This is what the Lord Almighty says:‘I will punish the Amalekites for what they did to Israel when they waylaid them as they came up from Egypt. 3 Now go, attack the Amalekites and totally destroy[a] all that belongs to them. Do not spare them; put to death men and women, children and infants, cattle and sheep, camels and donkeys.’”"
So yeah. The God of the Bible did that. Among other things.
I do believe a good and loving God holds better for those who heed in wisdom, rather than ignore out of willful (or even worse-hateful) ignorance though.