Do what you have to do

Do what you have to do

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“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#1 Dec 15, 2012
Call me unoriginal, say I am best if used before 1993. Dislike every post, talk to me like you think I suck.

I lived grief struck for five very long years, only to recently re-feel every gut-wrenching, soul draining fkn pain drenched heart breaking ounce of it all over again, triggered by my own self- protecting ball- breaking mouth.

The humor is getting me through it boys, be destructive, while I am appreciative. Be degrading while I am grateful, and be sure to do it at my expense. Because there is nothing that you are going to put me through that compares to the nightmare I already lived.

If that don't get your dik up and keep it up, well, too dam bad.

Since: Jan 11

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#2 Dec 15, 2012
the insight wrote:
Call me unoriginal, say I am best if used before 1993. Dislike every post, talk to me like you think I suck.

I lived grief struck for five very long years, only to recently re-feel every gut-wrenching, soul draining fkn pain drenched heart breaking ounce of it all over again, triggered by my own self- protecting ball- breaking mouth.

The humor is getting me through it boys, be destructive, while I am appreciative. Be degrading while I am grateful, and be sure to do it at my expense. Because there is nothing that you are going to put me through that compares to the nightmare I already lived.

If that don't get your dik up and keep it up, well, too dam bad.
Don't be so offended. It's only Topix.

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#3 Dec 15, 2012
_WTF__ wrote:
<quoted text>Don't be so offended. It's only Topix.
It's not you, it's me. Lol

Since: Dec 12

United States

#4 Dec 15, 2012
the insight wrote:
Call me unoriginal, say I am best if used before 1993. Dislike every post, talk to me like you think I suck.

I lived grief struck for five very long years, only to recently re-feel every gut-wrenching, soul draining fkn pain drenched heart breaking ounce of it all over again, triggered by my own self- protecting ball- breaking mouth.

The humor is getting me through it boys, be destructive, while I am appreciative. Be degrading while I am grateful, and be sure to do it at my expense. Because there is nothing that you are going to put me through that compares to the nightmare I already lived.

If that don't get your dik up and keep it up, well, too dam bad.
That got me hard...... So job well done.

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#5 Dec 15, 2012
Generic_Username wrote:
<quoted text>That got me hard...... So job well done.
I'd do it again. Ready?

Since: Dec 12

United States

#6 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
<quoted text>I'd do it again. Ready?
Ok.......go!

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#7 Dec 16, 2012
Generic_Username wrote:
<quoted text>Ok.......go!
Sorry was reading about drunk kids.

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#8 Dec 16, 2012
I'm just no stranger to pain. While I appreciate, adore and admire the humor, the wit, the charm. I essentially can take whatever is thrown my way. My husband of less than a year died. My Boyfriend of six years died also.

I am so fkn tore up and butt hurt, as y'all like to say, because I just experienced another loss. I feel reckless and flirty, angry and soft, and looking for a beautiful distraction. I am not going to be immoral so this is my temporary outlet.

The abrasiveness I encounter here lets me know I'm alive, the banter stimulates me and arouses my sense of playfulness. I am a vulnerable hot mess.

I can have no real or lasting relationship. I tried, but I sabatogef it. I am still very much in love. My history just will not allow me to RISK. So I just play it safe here on topix, where nothing you can say or do can ever ever compare, to the regret and remorse I feel for pushing away what I wanted most.

Since: Jan 11

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#9 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
I'm just no stranger to pain. While I appreciate, adore and admire the humor, the wit, the charm. I essentially can take whatever is thrown my way. My husband of less than a year died. My Boyfriend of six years died also.

I am so fkn tore up and butt hurt, as y'all like to say, because I just experienced another loss. I feel reckless and flirty, angry and soft, and looking for a beautiful distraction. I am not going to be immoral so this is my temporary outlet.

The abrasiveness I encounter here lets me know I'm alive, the banter stimulates me and arouses my sense of playfulness. I am a vulnerable hot mess.

I can have no real or lasting relationship. I tried, but I sabatogef it. I am still very much in love. My history just will not allow me to RISK. So I just play it safe here on topix, where nothing you can say or do can ever ever compare, to the regret and remorse I feel for pushing away what I wanted most.
Sorry about your losses.

Since: Dec 12

United States

#10 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
I'm just no stranger to pain. While I appreciate, adore and admire the humor, the wit, the charm. I essentially can take whatever is thrown my way. My husband of less than a year died. My Boyfriend of six years died also.

I am so fkn tore up and butt hurt, as y'all like to say, because I just experienced another loss. I feel reckless and flirty, angry and soft, and looking for a beautiful distraction. I am not going to be immoral so this is my temporary outlet.

The abrasiveness I encounter here lets me know I'm alive, the banter stimulates me and arouses my sense of playfulness. I am a vulnerable hot mess.

I can have no real or lasting relationship. I tried, but I sabatogef it. I am still very much in love. My history just will not allow me to RISK. So I just play it safe here on topix, where nothing you can say or do can ever ever compare, to the regret and remorse I feel for pushing away what I wanted most.
Wow. That made me feel like a sarcastic jackass. That really sucks ma'am. I'm sorry for you.

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#11 Dec 16, 2012
_WTF__ wrote:
<quoted text>Sorry about your losses.
Thank you. I believe I shot my wad too. Good night.

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#12 Dec 16, 2012
Generic_Username wrote:
<quoted text>Wow. That made me feel like a sarcastic jackass. That really sucks ma'am. I'm sorry for you.
Hmmm... Lol she may be making sh!t up.

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#13 Dec 16, 2012
_WTF__ wrote:
<quoted text>Hmmm... Lol she may be making sh!t up.
FC Pain is a good thing thread.

“NSA”

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#14 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
I'm just no stranger to pain. While I appreciate, adore and admire the humor, the wit, the charm. I essentially can take whatever is thrown my way. My husband of less than a year died. My Boyfriend of six years died also.
Sounds like ur a black widow!
To stick man meat in you sounds like it insures death! Gorilla glue that hole of devastation shut!

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#15 Dec 16, 2012
b_rad_ wrote:
<quoted text>Sounds like ur a black widow!
To stick man meat in you sounds like it insures death! Gorilla glue that hole of devastation shut!
They didn't die in any mysterious way idiot.

“NSA”

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#16 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
<quoted text>They didn't die in any mysterious way idiot.
Yea pretty much "offing" someone isn't a mysterious way! Lmao

“NSA”

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#17 Dec 16, 2012
You have tattoo? A tramp stamp? If no Get a tramp stamp of a red hour glass!! Muahahaha hmmm that would be kinda hot!!!

“once was blind”

Since: Jul 10

now I see

#18 Dec 16, 2012
b_rad_ wrote:
You have tattoo? A tramp stamp? If no Get a tramp stamp of a red hour glass!! Muahahaha hmmm that would be kinda hot!!!
lmao. I met them on topix ya know. Time's a ticking.

“NSA”

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#19 Dec 16, 2012
the insight wrote:
<quoted text>lmao. I met them on topix ya know. Time's a ticking.
Yea I know! I "like" the fb page called "I love fcking science" and they got a pic of a weather forecast for the up coming week, and wed shows a pic of partly cloudy and 67 degrees, thurs is a pic of a sun no clouds and sunny at 71 degrees and Friday is a pic of a mushroom cloud with fire in and out of it and 205 degrees! Lmfao dammit! Now I Gotta go buy some dam box fans it sounds like its gonna be a booger of a heat wave!! Dam apocalyptic heat waves!! Can't live wif em can't sell bunkers wif nuclear air filters wif out em!!

“I'm your Huckleberry...”

Since: May 12

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#20 Dec 17, 2012
b_rad_ wrote:
<quoted text>
Yea I know! I "like" the fb page called "I love fcking science" and they got a pic of a weather forecast for the up coming week, and wed shows a pic of partly cloudy and 67 degrees, thurs is a pic of a sun no clouds and sunny at 71 degrees and Friday is a pic of a mushroom cloud with fire in and out of it and 205 degrees! Lmfao dammit! Now I Gotta go buy some dam box fans it sounds like its gonna be a booger of a heat wave!! Dam apocalyptic heat waves!! Can't live wif em can't sell bunkers wif nuclear air filters wif out em!!
Mushrooms huh? Nice!
Oh wait, you said mushroom clouds :/
Oh well, if it's gonna be 205 people will be smoking rather than eating anyway. Lol.
(that came out of nowhere, Lmbo)

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